Dear Lee Seung Hyun

Maybe it's not us up until the end

Maybe you're just growing.. exploring

Maybe it's just a phase 

Maybe you're not interested to me at all.

Am I just your hyung?

Am I just a regular bandmate?

I thought there's more behind the stare

behind the smile

behind your touch.

Am I just hallucinating?

To the very special date that I burried in my heart

The time you said you love me 

The time you said that you want to marry me. 

Maybe It's just me.

It's me who wants all of this to happen

What was the meaning behind that stare

that touch

that I love you

Nothing?

or it's just a mere fanservice.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry because I always bicker at you.

For always teasing you

I'm sorry for always being jelous to your friends

I'm sorry for everything.

Thank you. 

For the touch

for the smile 

for the kiss

for the I love you.

Now you're happy.

I should happy for you also

but why is my tears keep falling

why is my heart beating fast

why is my breath being taken away

why am I broken

Why am I a mess?

                 _권지용

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Hi.

I just want to say I'm sorry. because all the stories that I wrote here is always heartbreaking. this one I write this way back 2018.

I promise to write more fluff stories soon. 

and sorry for the super LATEEEEEE update. I'm in the process of fixing my life because I'm gonna face a whole new journey soon.

and to all the fans who still supports seungri. THANK YOU. We are one of the bravest people here. Keep fighting. we can get through this.  

Comments are still appreciated. 

anyways. until the next chapter! 

love.

BFA.