YAEBIN POV

It's already late night..Kyungwon keep call me but i ingrone it..I just want to be alone..I already go to every place that i always go with her when she still alive..And now i go to the Han River.her favourite place ever and same with me too..This the place where i meet her for the first time and the place where i make her be my girlfriend.And this place were place where the last place i spend with her.That day she look so happy.She keep smiling too but i never know that was last time i see her smile and happy like that..I can't see that anymore.I closed my eyes and i remember all my moments with her at this place..From a happy one to the sad one..

FLASHBACK

"Yaebin-ah."i look at her 

"Yes baby"

"This place is so beautiful at night right?"i smile and hold her hand

"I don't think so.I can't look properly"

"What wrong? is there something happen with your eyes"She put her hand at my face.I can see how concern she is.I cupped her face using my hands and kiss her 

"I can't see properly cause of you"

"Cause of me?"

"Yes.cause you are too beautiful until i can't see another things.I only want look at your face"she hit my shoulder 

"Don't say like that.You make me shy.."

"No need to shy baby.What i say  about you.it's always true.I never lie when it come about you"She hold my hand.I just look at her

"I hope we will stay together until the end"said her.i her hair

"don't worry.We will stay together until the end.Trust me."

"But..we do not know what will happen to us in the future..I'm afraid i'll lose you.."

"You will not lose me..and I'll make sure I will not lose you.No matter what happen we will stay together."

"I love you yaebin"

"I love you too."

END FLASHBACK  

"We will stay together until the end..."i sigh

"it's so absurd.."i said slowly and look at the sky.There are many star tonight and i know she was there and looking at me but so bad i can't see her

"I hope i can go there"

"Go there for what?"i turned around and saw a girl that at my house before this.if i not mistake she was kyungwon friend

So you are here when your sister was really worried about you"she sit beside me

"What are you doing here? Your assingment already finish?"she only nod her head and i continue look at the sky

"Do you really want go there?"ask her.i look at her.she was looking at the sky too.I need to admit she look so beautiful

"Hmmm"

"If your girlfriend was still alive do you still want go there?"

"What kind of question you ask? I want go there cause of her.If she still alive why i need go there when she was here with me."

"Your girlfriend must be so sad"

"Huh? why she need to be sad?"

"You know..You already try to suicide cause just want to meet her.Don't you think she will felt guility cause of her you want end your life.If i was her I will not stop blaming myself cause i already make someone that i love very much try to suicide just want to meet me.Try to suicide was a stupid thing ever.Everyone in this world only live once.And you are born cause there is something you need to do not to try suicide..Do you think how your family will feel if you die? Don't you think they will really sad cause of your death? and how about your friends? last. your girlfriend.Do you think she really happy to meet you when she know you die cause you kill yourself?

"But she said she will wait for me at heaven"

"So is that mean she want you kill yourself and meet her at the heaven there?"

"i--i don't know"

"kang yaebin-ssi stop hurting youself.God make you not for you hurting yourself but to find your real life.There must be a reason why god test you like this." 

"Test me? For what? I'm not stuff to test"

"every human being in this world will be tested.we are tested by God there is the kindness we can get"

"What kind of kindness i get? there no kindness i get from this.it's just make me felt worse"

"God want us be strong.If you can do this you are strong enough to face this world alone.But now you need help from everyone you know to face this world.Please remember.Everyone in this world deserved a happy life.And you too..Everyone love you.so don't do something that will people love you sad."

"Thanks.."she smile to me

"I am jealous of my friends because they have siblings.I have no siblings.But that no a reason i should felt sad.I have my parent,friends and everyone that love me.So i should enjoy this life before i can't felt this life anymore"i look at her.I think I understand what she's trying to convey.I think I am interested in her.I can feel that she understands me

"Why you stare me like that?"ask her.I turned away.how can I get caught staring at her

"You