YAEBIN POV

I open my eyes slowy..and i realized i'm at hospital right now..I remembered why i'm here..it's cause i tried to kill myself but guess what?..i'm still alive.Damn it.it's was third time i was try to kill myself but failed..Why it's so hard to die? why they save me? can't they just let me go from this world..If they really want to save me..Just let me go..it's too tired living in this world..My door ward open slowly and it's was my sister who was open the door..Kang Kyungwon.A Person who always stop me from do something stupid..and a person who love me so much

"What do you think about? Think about another way to suicide?"ask her stare at me just like she want to kill me..OH That was good if she want to kill me

"Why you save me?"

"I already told you i will always save you from trying to kill yourself"

"You know it i'm really tired with this life..Can you just let me die?"

"The answer is NO.You are my sister. why i need to let you die? it's was a stupid thing if a sister just let her younger sister die cause suffering in this world."

"Do you love me?"

"Don't ask stupid question"

"If you really love you should let me rest.You will  not let me suffering"She hit my head

"I was helping you stupid.Everyone was trying you right now but only you who make this thing harder.You only think about die..Can you just let us help you? Don't make this harder."

"If i die i will meet her.I want to meet her.I miss her"her?..Yes her..my girlfriend who die cause of an accident 1 years ago..1 years it's not a time i can forget about her easily after we spend time together for 4 years..How i can forget about her..She die in front of me..Before she was hit by a car I could see her smile .. A very beautiful smile..and i still remember her last word before she were send to hospital...

         " Don't cry.I will not leaving you..If I leave you I will wait you at heaven..We will meet again"

"Erghh again..i know it's hard to forget about her..But she already die..You still alive and you need to continued your life in this world..There are many things you need to do in this world.And please remember her parents really hate you..Even they don't want you come to her funerall before this and they didn't tell you her grave."i closed my eyes..and slowly my tears come out..i hear a sound of sigh from kyungwon

"I will leave you alone..I know you need some time..But don't do something stupid.Eomma and appa will come here."

"Why this is so hard for me..Why i need to face this alone"

END YAEBIN POV

MINKYUNG POV

I close my phone after read a message that from kyungwon from my friend.Today we should go to library for our assingment group but she can't come cause of her sister who trying to kill herself again..I did not know much about kyungwon younger sister.What i know is her name,age and a bit about her life.she is facing a disease of depression because of the death of her girlfriend 1 years ago..That's all i know and i never meet her cause i know kyungwin since 1 years ago..before her sister faces a depressive illness and kyungwon didn't talk much about her sister and i don'twant ask it cause i know she must be so sad cause her sister be like that..what i can see she really love her sister if she tell about what happen to her sister she must crying..
 

"Eomma i'm back!"i shout while put my bag at the couch and go to the kitchen.I saw my appa was cuddling with eomma who was cooking lunch.

"Appa don't disturb eomma cooking"said me.

"Eoh minky you're back early."said my appa.Kim taeyeon

"Sweety  I thought you had a study group with your friends"said my eomma kim tiffany.They are lovely couple.and they really sweet too..and i can say that we are happy family..Altough my father a ceo but she still find a time that s