Grey and shades of black
I'm sorry...
~Donghae POV~
I stared ahead as Heerin walked out of my life for what would seem to be forever.
She told me that she didn't like me, after all the courage I had worked out to tell her.
She was my childhood crush, my best friend.
I sighed and turned away. What could I do? She didn't like me...
It's not like I can force her to...
But if I could wish for one thing, I'd wish for her to return my love.
No matter what, I would wait for her.... Even till the strands of time break.
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It showed a flashback in my mind when a girl like her walked past.
She was like her twin; she even had those earrings I gave her.
She didn't seem to notice me; upon that my shoulders slumped, for I had been expecting her.
It was a miracle when she turned around and headed towards me.
"Donghae!" She called out happily and hugged me.
I couldn't return it; my mended and bandaged by time heart shattered again.
She was the one who didn't return my one sided love..
I was glad that she didn't avoid me like the plague though.
I had read that some girls behaved like that after rejecting someone.
She seemed happy to see me, so I returned a strained smile.
"Donghae oppa, you look so good now! I bet girls are all after you!" She giggled.
It was true. I had rejected all of them, and swore I would never love someone again.
But it seemed I still loved her.
The last time I saw her was 5 years ago. She moved, apparently, and according to her now she was back for a holiday.
"Where did you move to?"
I regretted saying those words because her face fell and she ran away.
"Don't go!" I called out desperately.
I fell as I ran, and her vanishing figure was too much for me to bear.
"Why do you like to go against me?"
I yelled to the fates and destiny for all to hear.
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I was inspired like I said, by Strawberyl, SO I decided to make this.
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