He woke up with tears running down his cheeks, He couldn't stop them, not after the nightmare he just saw, it was third night in a row in which he died over and over again, he didn't know what triggered this terrible dreams, he just wanted comfort but didn't want to tell anybody about this imagines plagueing his mind. He was breaking every day, silent screams that couldn't reach anybodys ears, begging for help which won't come, working all day to the point the only thing he should be doing is sleeping. That's how his life turned out to be, he hoped someone will open theyr eyes but the chances were small.

First night

They were practising new choreography when maknae line said they want to eat some snacks, He offered to go to convinient store for them, it was just around the corner, it was raining but he didn't mind . He bought everything they wanted and was on his way back when it happend. He saw Seungwoo at the opposite side of a street, he waved at him and was just crossing however he didn't notice the light not so far away, his body hitted the concrete hard, he felt something wet on his back, he wasn't sure if it was rain or something else, last thing he saw before closing his eyes was Seungwoo crying for him, he closed his eyes forever.

He woke up with a scream, everyone were still asleep, no one woke up, he was glad for that, he didn't want to wake any of them, they needed as much sleep as possible. He checked his phone , it was 5:25, he lied on