Now...   Chanyeol's POV   It's been a month. And my heart almost dead. I'm already getting used with my loneliness. I don't think Hyemi will forgive me. Her heart has its limit.   I know it's my mistake. I wish have guts to meet her but I don't have it. I just want to explain everything to her. And let her choose whether she wants to forgive or not. But call me coward man. I am a total jerk.   I am still living my life usually. Usually awake by Baekhyun, usually eat with what Baekhyun buy, usually get drunk, usually cry, and usually sleep anxiously. I think I lost my weight a lot. I don't eat much. I feel like a life skeleton.   Hyemi and Chanhoon aren't home yet. My home feels cold. No one warming it. I feel cold too. No one gives me warmth. All I can do is just wrapping myself tightly with the blanket while imagine sleeping on Hyemi's lap. Sometimes I jack myself while imagine how Hyemi looks like when she is about to come. She looks extremely y. But all of them are only in my imagination.   Now I am here, to make more imagination. "Your wife still not home yet?" asked V while making my drink. I shake my head. "Well then go find someone else. Probably your wife also do the same." I chuckle to the thought when Baekhyun gives her a hug. "She won't look for someone else. I mark her a lot." "What make you so sure?" asked him while pouring the drink. "Our son, remember?" "Oh yes, you guys son..." I'm gulping my drink again while looking around. "You should get laid man. Or you'll get worse," suggested him. "I jack myself regularly." "Jack yourself?" He chuckles. "By what? Watching ?" I shake. "Imagining my wife looks like a mess under me." He chuckles then pour another drink. "You drunk man..." "I am..."   ***   Hyemi's POV   It's already late but CEO Kim isn't home yet. I can't go home too. Tomorrow he needs to do presentation to all of his employee. Explaining how the company going this couple months. He must be prepare a lot of things.   I'm holding my resignation letter tightly. My decision is firmed. My son needs me. I knock his room and he let me in.   "Hyemi? I thought you already left." "No, sir. I am waiting for you," said me then smile. "Do not wait for me. Chanhoon must be waiting for you." "I'm okay sir..." I smile at him. "Can I disturb you for a moment sir?" "Of course. Have a seat. What is it?" He is more than ready to listen to me. I put the envelope in his table. "What is this Hyemi ah?" He looks surprise. "My son needs me sir." "My daughter also needs me too," replied him. . "Thank you for all of your favor to me sir. I learn a lot from you. I think it's time for me to spend more time with my family." I prepared those words. He is looking at me unbelievably. "I don't want to accept that," said him firmly. . "Take your time sir. I will wait," said me then smile. I bow to him then left. 'I am extremely sorry, sir....'   ***   Chanyeol's POV   I was enjoying my drink when Minseok hyung voice calling me. Loudly.   “YA! PARK CHANYEOL!” I just ignore him. Suddenly he pulls my collar  shirt and holds it tightly. “BACK TO YOUR SENSE PARK CHANYEOL!!”  “Oh hyung...” I’m trying to loosening his hands but I can’t. “SAVE YOUR FAMILY! I NEED YOUR WIFE!” . His selfish side. “Hyung stop...” I’m loosening his hands harder. This is Minseok hyung hidden side. This side rarely out. He must be loose his patience. “Take a seat hyung...” I pat the seat next to me. I give sign to V to make a new drink for him. “Tell me what’s going on hyung...” said me calmly. “What’s going on!?” scoffed him. “You asked what’s going on?! Look at you Chanyeol ah...” I’m touching myself. All of them perfect. “No wonder why Hyemi left you. You look like a baby. She must be tired taking care your son and you. Big baby.” I am her big baby. She likes to call me like that. He gulps his drink. “Save your family Chanyeol ah... Your family needs you...” He pats my shoulder then left. I’m pulling out my phone. I welcome by my family portrait. Oh my little family. How I miss them so much.   ***   Hyemi’s POV   I was sleeping peacefully when my phone is vibrating. Without seeing the caller, I slide to answer.   “Hello?” I reply by the mixture sound of sob and club music. “I miss you Hyemi ah...” Oh I know this voice. “Come back home, please baby please...” It’s Chanyeol. “I feel cold without you...” He sobs after that. Oh my heart.   ***   Hyemi’s POV   I can’t continue my sleep after the call. I am afraid he will do something stupid. Like driving when he was drunk. Instead, I’m prepari