From the kitchen, Lu Han looks on into the living room. He’d be lying if he said that he wasn’t sad. There’s a painful drowning sensation that is twisting apart his insides, it’s almost as if he is actually drowning. His chest is so heavy.

“Lu Han!” Jongdae calls out for the fourth time, eyebrows tilting up.

Lu Han sends Jongdae and Jongdae’s boyfriend, Minseok, a soft smile.

“Sorry, I got lost in my head for a moment there.”

Jongdae laughs and demands that he come sit next to him on the couch in the cramped living room they all share.

Minseok kisses Jongdae on the cheek, and Lu Han feels his already broken heartbreak more.

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A/N

This story will be written in a collection of paragraphs that will show the world that

Luchen live in. I'm unsure how this will end but I thank you nonetheless for reading,

there will be many chapters in the future.