If Only

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A one-off fic of our girls Haseul and Vivi. 

Vivi is a scared, timid girl, recently transferred to a Korean university from China. Totally out of her element, she finds solace and comfort in her friend Haseul. Is something deeper there? Will anything come of it, or will feelings be left unspoken? 

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Jkidd2455 #1
Hi.

I realize that you probably don’t check this anymore, but I felt the need to leave a comment because of how deeply I love your stories. From Bittersweet to Wither, I have been enraptured by your character development and your ability to weave together a story from many different perspectives. It’s a skill that not many have.

I have read many stories on this site, but “If Only” is probably my favorite and it’s not just because I’m a Haseul stan. There is something incredibly visceral about this story and the emotions it stirs up. I come back and read this story whenever I need something to move my heart and I thank you for having written it.

I know that you’re taking a break from all this, but just know that when you return to writing, if you ever do, you will have a least one person ready to read your next story.
dimsumJon
#2
Chapter 1: Wow..that was simply amazing! the way you conveyed their emotions so well was really captivating!
sagwalli
#3
Chapter 1: ok currently going thru and reading up on the loona lesbiverse and sis my eyes are sweating

vivi my baby T_T
johnny1024 #4
Chapter 1: Oh damn, it was one of the best stories I ever read. And one of the longest as well, but it was defenitelly worth it. I couldn't stop tears at the end. Well, I guess now I need to read all of your other fics...
NinjaNate
#5
Chapter 1: I'm crying in the club right now
Ugh this was a real rollercoaster and I thought I had secured my seat belt but it wasn't enough to keep me safe! I legit cried twice reading this.
I felt everything Vivi felt and just at the end the pain in her heart and hearing Haseul's confession just killed me. They killed me. This story got me with heartache. Wow.
barkhyunjin
#6
Chapter 1: I GOT THE REFERENCE FOR THE LETTER. I LOVE JESSIE AND KATIE FROM ONCE AND AGAIN AND I NEVER THOUGHT SOMEONE ELSE WOULD KNOW ABOUT THEM, I LOVE U AUTHOR
meltedwingx
#7
Chapter 1: I- omg this story is so powerful? How Haseul couldn't handle with her feelings and how Kahei barely moved on and i could feel everything. Too many emotions on my heart and mind right now and i don't know if i can express them correctly but after hearing people tell me to read this story for so long I feel like this deserves to read again and again and again of how it's pure and raw and I loved every comma of it
JAMS_of_MELON
#8
Chapter 1: This is so well written I cried author nim u so good uwu
fullname
#9
Chapter 1: Jinsol and Sooyoung with there long-term girlfriends. uwu
electrapng
#10
Chapter 1: This fic made me cry like a child. I normally don't like reading fics that are in 1st person, but this one was so worth it. I loved it. It broke my heart, then put it back together again. Viseul are so in love even if it took them a little while to get there. I will definitely read everything else you write. You have a gift with words.