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Several hours passed, Operation Jiyong was succeeded. Jiyong was saved by Doctor. Jiyong lost much blood due to internal bleeding. But Jiyong is still in a coma. I have contacted my mommy and my mother-in-law. They are on their way to the hospital. Dami will come to Korea tomorrow morning. Youngbae also contacted me and told me what was going on. Jiyong is having major problems in his office. Jiyong's Fashion Show has been canceled by the authorities due to permission issues. Jiyong must compensate the sponsors. Jiyong also suffered huge losses.

I feel more and more guilty having a big fight with Jiyong because of a small problem. I almost lost my husband's life. I also do not know what to do if Jiyong really left me.

How can I take care of our own baby?

How can I raise our baby without Jiyong by my side?

My mommy and my mother-in-law are worried about my situation because I have not eaten at all since Jiyong was hospitalized.

How can I eat if my husband is unconscious?

They told me to rest and wait for Jiyong at home.

How can I rest if I feel scared if my husband can leave me and my baby anytime?

They told me not to worry too much.

How can I not worry if I know the cause of the problem is myself?

I cried my mother embraced. I do not feel strongly faced with this problem. I realized that Jiyong has always been keeping me up with all the things I do. He always smiles even though I'm always mad at him. He never left my side even though I always forced him. Jiyong always does what I ask without me thinking about him.

I'm...

I'm so selfish ...

I realize I've been making trouble for Jiyong all the time but Jiyong has never complained all this time. I felt so stupid when I accused him of going out with another woman and I accused him of pretending to love me.

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