Strength in Weakness, Truth in Lies

Description


Sooyoung is always strong. Well, she always acts strong even at times she's not. She's scared about the fact that she doesn't consider anyone as a friend, "...because a friend is meant to stay with you as long as you live, there's no one that's really like that." Yes, that's her belief. She lives life the way she wanted. Never minding about the relationships she had; be it with her family, her ''friends'', just anybody. She doesn't want to trust anyone and had given up a long time about that, but way down deep inside, she's still waiting for someone she can give her heart to.


Will she be able to find that someone?
How will she react if that someone turns out to be another pain?
Will she be able to stop her heart and walk away?
Or she'll just give in, knowing that he's got a hold of her heart?
Will she reveal her weakness?
Or act as a strong make-do again?

Foreword

안녕하세요, 여러분 ~
eung ... this will be my first fanfic (...and of course, it's gotta be SooWon >ㅂ<) So, please guys, guide and help me coz I'm certainly new about this ~ kekeke. I just started writing and I'll TRY my best to update every once in a while coz I hate being a cliff-hanger (...but who knows? XD) Hope you'll like it!

CHARACTERS:


 

Choi Sooyoung:



Gorgeous and a hottie,a rather kind and assertive lady who works as a business manager.  Having a wind-like characteristic as she is, she can neither blow a cool nor warm air. She is excellent at almost all things. She also thinks that she has everything. Every thing. But she’s completely lacking of love. She trusts no one and doesn’t confess about the things she felt or is going through, so she has all burden casted upon herself. She acts strong and barely let other people see when she’s vulnerable. She always try hard to fend for herself, she does things her  way and never let anybody help her. She’s the legendary “all-time show-off”, they might say. But all these things, she is putting up with, is just a way to protect herself. She never wanted to be hurt again.
“I believe that someday, every one’s going to leave me… I often just shut myself up. I rarely confide about my feelings―no. Maybe never at all. Because I rarely trust anyone completely―aniya. No one at all. I may regret this later, but it is for me to pay. I shouldn’t give up. Even if I’m only being a make-do, I have to be strong even to the point of lying to myself that I really am.”

Choi Siwon:

A cheerful college professor. He's got the face and the brain. He’s always been regarded as the “highlight of everyone’s day”. He has a warm personality and usually an optimistic kind of person. Most of his decisions are influenced by his heart.  He is thoughtful and his best trait is compassion. Being a sun-like person, he has some painful past. Although those memories kept lingering on his mind every now and then, he kept on minding his ‘’present life’’.  Though being the ‘’star’’ around his friends, he is still wishing for someone whom he can lean to, the one who can understand him fully―maybe the one who shares the same pain as he has.  Just someone whom he can hold onto when the ‘sun’ sets.
“It is hard being like me. Though having a personality like mine is good, yet I always feel confused. But, instead of crying and hating the world in front of me, I smile and ignore the dead past. This is the present. The days here will be the ones I’m gonna make choices. My future will be based on this present where I live. So, smile. Smile, at whatever life throws in you. Smile. It’s the least thing you can do.”


Kim Hyoyeon:

Beautiful and bubbly, everyone can befriend this young girl. Hyo considers herself as Soo’s friend. She’s always been there for her, especially whenever she feels Soo needed help and assurance. Hyo’s always been the one who gives advices, but Sooyoung never really takes them. Even though Sooyoung might take her for granted at times, she knows how special Hyo is. Hyo knows every detail about Sooyoung even though she didn’t really open things up. Hyo promised to herself that she’ll always be there for her friend, even though at times she’s somehow feeling tired. She wanted to make Soo feel that she can lean on someone. To be honest, she feels compassion over Sooyoung because of her views and of her trying to act strong all the time, that she didn’t even see her shed a tear once.
“I’ll always be here for you. I want you to realize that life is not what you think it is all about, which is pain. I’ll always be your friend…”


Hwang Tiffany:




She’s pretty, she’s cheerful, she’s talented, she’s everything in the eyes of men. Being an artist and an author herself, her paintings and stories doesn’t even reflect of her life.  Her paintings are all about ‘life through a microscope full of optimistic views’, while her stories are happy endings. They thought she have everything, but no. She can’t keep up with her boyfriend, and later on she revealed something that made her feel miserable.
“People think I’m happy, but I’m the other side. Having everything I need and wanted, I’m not even contented. I did everything and pondered so much, I even made an evil out of myself, yet I can’t feel the contentment. I never really wanted to be like this…”

sooyoungie08
writers... please update soon^^ i need a dose of SooWon fiction! really. everyone, please update your stories. T_T i'm begging youuuuu!

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Va_asianloverz
#1
Chapter 1: please update soon
gianisakim #2
Chapter 34: author nim...Aren't you planning on updating this? :)
LookAtKimberly
#3
Chapter 34: Please update this Author nim :)
annabelle7
#4
Chapter 34: Auwww so sweet, waiting for their wedding day.... good job author nim
shikshiin407 #5
Chapter 34: HEY! Guess who's back?! DAEBAK~ I missed your stories! I thought you've already buried this on a grave and forgot the you actually wrote this one but THANK YOU!! Finally! Soowon is LOVE! UPDATE SOON! :DD
dukongie #6
Chapter 34: One of the best SooWon fics I've read so far.
Two thumbs up for you author :)

Ahhhh, SooWon is so full of sweetness and cheesiness hahahha.
They are so cute :3
heysarang
#7
Chapter 34: Great story! Looooove it yo! <3
As much as I don't like Sunny here, she's still right. What happens when Tiffany comes back? NOOO! Just stay away from soowon!
Aghhh the sweetness of soowon is killing me! So cheesy :3
Soowon_Guardian4ev3r
#8
Chapter 34: Sunny is very mean here! It's non of your business sunny!!!xD finally you updated!!:D I love this chapter it's filled with soowon love! Update soon:D
WoodyThePooh
#9
Chapter 34: I really don't like Sunny here. But Yoona is daebak. :)