Scars

Wait For Me

 

It was a cloudy day . The sky was all grey, looking very sorrow . Everyone we knew came, our family, our friends, everyone . One by one, they told me to be strong, to stay healthy and to have a lot of rest as they said their condolences . I either hugged or shook hands with them but none of their faces were registered into my mind .The only thing that was on my mind was you . Key started talking about you . About how much he meant to you, how much he loved you and what a great person you were . I didn't exactly hear what he was saying . The only voice in my head was you saying ' I love you ' to me . Everyone teared up but I didn't . I think I have ran out of tears from the previous night . My insides felt empty and hollow . I couldn't feel a thing . Its like my soul was taken away together with you .

 

I remembered how your body felt like under my touch last night . It was smooth and soft but dead and cold . Your little smile was always there throughout the night . It never left your peaceful sleeping face . As the images of your face started playing in my mind, I feet my heart sting once again . Like water on an unhealed wound .

 

Slowly, people left and soon it was left with the two of us again . Me and you . I traced your engraved name on the tile with my fingertips . Without realising it, tears came rolling down my cheek .

 

" You know what Tae ? I am very proud of you . Very,"I whispered in the silent, cold air .

 

"I am glad you came into my life . I am glad you made a difference to it . I am glad you stayed with me,"I added, louder .

 

"Thank you for making wonderful memories with me . Thank you for letting me love you . Thank you for giving me a reason to smile . Thank you for always standing by me . I don't know what I did to be loved by you but it was the best thing that has ever happened to me . The best thing in my life, in fact,"  I murmured, taking in a deep breath as my body trembled .

 

"But sometimes, I can't help but think that I don't deserve you,"I murmured the last part, sniffling .

 

"I don't want to leave yet but I've got to . The hyungs are waiting at home and besides if I don't make my move soon, I know Key is going to drag me home at any moment . And I'm sure you know how he could get like,"  I continued, smiling a little bit . Rain started falling as the wind picked up . I took it as a sign to leave . I took out the teddy bear I got for you on your 18th birthday from my bag and placed it on your tombstone .

 

"I've to go now Tae . You are going to wait for me right ? Promise me you won't get yourself another lover up there,"  I joked as tears trickled down my chin, laughing quietly at my lameness .

 

"I love you Tae . Wait for me,"  I continued as I got up from the slightly muddy ground . The rain was falling harder as drops of it splattered across my white shirt .

 

"I'll be back soon . I love you,"  I said, smiling brightly as I turned towards the road, wiping the remaining tears away from my cheeks .

 

As I walked further, my feet felt lighter . Like all the burden had been taken off me . I walked a little bit more and soon I saw our car . Just as I was about to cross it, a small voice called out my name .

 

"Minho,"

 

I turned around and there was no one behind me except for huge overgrown trees . I shrugged as I lightly hit my head, snickering . Now even my mind is playing games with me .

"Look at what you did to me Tae,"  I sighed .

 

I turned around again and I saw you on the  other side of the lonely road, decked out in white from head to toe .

 

You lifted your arm and waved at me happily, beckoning for me to come over . A large smile was splayed out on your face . Your cheeks were in that pretty shade of pink that I had missed so so much . There was something different about the way you looked . You looked healthy . For a moment I was shocked but excitement got over me . I rushed forward without bothering to look out for any incoming vehicles on the road . I sprinted across the road eager to be in your waiting arms .

 

"Bam !"

 

I was thrown sideways onto the ground . My body felt numb . My head was spinning fast and the world suddenly turned into total darkness . I was terrified . I wanted to scream but my lungs wouldn't let me . I wanted to open my eyes . To look for you but the darkness just wouldn't disappear . It felt like hell

 

"Don't worry Minho, I'm here," you whispered, your voice calming and soothing me . In an instant, I felt like I was in heaven as the darkness overtook me .

 

 

 

 

A/N : This is short . I'm sorry . I was lacking of ideas and inspiration but honestly, it bugs me a lot when I don't update . So I just felt like I had to . And, I'm finishing in one more chapter before I start with a new story . Should I do another 2min or another pairing ? Tell me what you think (I REALLY HOPE YOU DO) or maybe you could give me some prompts . I'm sorry if there are any mistakes in this chapter, I didn't check it cause imma lazy- and school is being such a pain :/

 

Please comment, I appreciate it a lot ^^ /does aegyo/

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Byoleta #1
My breath just hitched. I gasped for air, and I suddenly realized that listening to 3 Doors Downs - Here without you isn't really good. :'( Now to think off it, that song fits this story perfectly. I also want to say that you put so much afford and emotions in this story, written like you've experienced yourself, that I think the short chapters a way of craving us for a new chapter. :)
Then, I read the aeygo thing and saw the giff, and smiled. x'D Taemin, you tease. XD
jongnini #2
Byoleta : Thank you for commenting again ^^ I really appreciate it a lot . Your comments never fail to make me smile :) Thank you once again . I can never thank you enough ^^
Byoleta #3
Oh my god.. Excuse me, I have to swallow a great limb in my throat. Because damn, you really got me there with those meaningful words and the teasing, the fun, the laughter, the pain and everything written so well and neatly. It's so good. <3
Byoleta #4
Wow. *gasp* That was beautiful. Omo, so good! <3 I want more, MORE!
DaisyDen
#5
It was really good! Well and beatifully written! :)