Color me red (hiatus)

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Description

Seulgi is being compared to her elder brother Jungkook who is currently a successful heart surgeon in Canada. His father tried to make her track the path that his son took . Her 21 years of existence felt like a game between her and her sibling where she will never win. She wanted the freedom. She wanted more. She wanted to feel alive. Seulgi left the velvet life she had and ran away with the man she barely knew. A man who is also running away from his life.

Seulgi thought she's in control of her life now. She thought she's contented until their unfortunate fate came.

Her whole life flashes before her eyes. Seulgi fell into a deep slumber. While she's on a coma, she will figure out that the man he trusted, deceived her.

Seulgi didn't want to wake up anymore but a Doctor will save her. Not only her life but also her dreams, faith and heart.

You were broken;Iam the healer

I fell for you;we played the fire

but then we got burned and tired

You then realized that Iam a liar..

but..

I gave you all of my colors without knowing that you were blind...

Holding you near feels like crushing a beautiful butterfly...

The new world I gave that you denied

I have all the colors with me you see?

but how can I paint a pitch black sky...

Im your fantasy he's your reality

these stains of hope that you gave me...

I might stay here in my insanity

Where in you will always be with me...

- Park Chanyeol

Dr. Chanyeol Park

"I left everything... all of it! Even my whole existence just for you.. so you can have again everything that once was yours. Red was the color of my love but you're blind"

Kang Seulgi

"Never thought I'd be able to picture this kind of color in my life how funny but now it's all over me"

Min Yoongi

"Maybe time wasn't enough to change your mind"

Special Participations of:

Wendy

Jackson

Yuri

Jungkook

Other BTS members

Namjoon

Jimin

Taehyung

Jin

Hoseok

Baekyun

Sehun

Foreword

Seulgi's POV

People only see what they want to see, people believe in what they choose to believe in but at the end of the day we can't choose the paths of our lives. We can't control it, we all are aware of that. We do.

We people tend to fight something that can't be terminated. Death, Love,Destiny, the consequences of life and these days even Birth. Is it because it's undesirable? is it because we are frightened? selfish? or is it because of the reality, I call it the unevitable truth.

You see this is not only my point of view, no. Not my perspective at all. This is everyone's reality, this is how we live, this is how we see life.

And what is our solution to this?

We only have one solution and this solution is our disease, it kills everyone of us.We blind ourselves. We close our eyes when we can't embrace things, when the flow is just too much that we can't go with it anymore, when the thing you called luck is not a word anymore, when the reality is infront of us. Yes, that's when we blind ourselves. We close our eyes to the authenticity of life, we prefer obscurity because certainty is not our deal.

We choose to embrace the comforting lies because that's how we survive. That's just how it is.

I once have a questionless life, I'm certain about my safe corner in this world and most of all I'm certain about him. I'm sure about us.

But then our infinite affection turned into an immeasurable confusion. The yearning that we had was ended by fate. Our unfortunate fate.

Everything happened all at once. Suddenly, in just a blur he came. The person who has the different tools in opening my perception and once he did, he showed me the various colors of life. The exquisit beauty of life. He gave me to the value of my existence, without anyting in return.

"how did i lose him? everything was in control. I had a grip on everything" Dr. Park didn't respond. He remained idle, his eyes fixed at me. "You've got to accept the truth, you never lived." he placed his index finger on my forehead "You're living for someone else not for yourself and now that he is gone-" my ears are weeping, this is not true "Your life is waiting for you. It's your decision to make" and then he left me.