//Jooheon//

Lee Minhyuk

What is your address?

//~Minhyukkie~//

Oh

Is this the person that received my note?

Thank you...

For reading it...

//Jooheon//

Minhyuk answer my question

//~Minhyukkie~//

My address...

×××× ×××××× its near the library that's down the street from the school...

//Jooheon//

Don't do anything stupid

Alright?

//~Minhyukkie~//

I cant guarantee that...

I feel like I'm dying...

Everything hurts so much

Yet I feel so numb...

I want to see him

I want hear him

I want to tell him I'm sorry

I ...

I don't want to do this

I'm so scared to do this

I'm terrified

Please...

Help me...

Im stupid

I'm so stupid

Why did I think this was a good idea

I dont know who you are

You could say you care

But you probably hate me

Why should you care

You dont know me

And I don't know you

Mianhae

For all of this

Mianhae

For feeling this way

For being like this

Im sorry that I couldnt fall for him instead

I'm sorry I couldn't return his feelings

I'm sorry that I hurt him

Perhaps if I wasnt so stupid then

None of this would have ever happened...

Mianhae

Mianhae

Mianhae

Mianhae

Mianhae

Mianhae

//Jooheon//

None of that matters now

Stop beating yourself up over it

None of this is your fault

This isnt your fault

You didn't choose for this to happen

//~Minhyukkie~//

Oh...

Someone is at the door...

Minhyuk got up from his bed, rubbing his tear stained cheeks as he walked to the front of his house and opened the door.

"If he cant love you... Let me love you instead..." Jooheon whispered as he tightly embraced Minhyuk, "even if I'm just a replacement... Even if you call me by his name... Please... Just be okay... Please know that youre worth something and that your feelings mean something..." 

"Jooheon..." Minhyuk muttered, tears streaming down his cheeks, "stop..."

"I can't stop... I won't stop-"

"Why? Even after I rejected you... After I denied your feelings... Why do you still care about me?" 

"Because I love you Lee Minhyuk. I will never stop loving you... I love you when you're sad and I love you when you're happy... And it hurts to see you sad and I want you to be happy... And if it helps, use me. Pretend im him if it helps. Try and love me... So I can love you in return... Ill give you everything you deserve and more... Ill do my best to make you happy... And if you use me as a replacement for him... Ill be fine. As long as it makes you happy."

Minhyuk fell silent as he cried into Jooheon's embrace and Jooheon held him, rubbing his back as he did so, just comforting him.

"I can be your hero"