It's almost been a whole year with Kim Tan that they have been official although it feels like much longer what with everything that they have had to go through. So much has changed and although she is a bit more welcomed in school and in society, she still feels at odds with herself. She remembers when she would be at work or busy with homework that her mind would drift to Tan. But after their first 100 days, she can feel her mind drifting to another person and it's Young Do. He has stuck to his word about ignoring her and at first she thought she would manage with Tan by her side. She didn't think that eventually she would find herself looking for him in a room or at the convenience store or trying to find subtle ways to lead the topic of conversation towards him. That's how it feels now, like she is always looking for him and even when she sees him at school, he is always so far from her. She thinks she might have made a mistake with him, with both him and Kim Tan. And she doesn't think she can celebrate or go through her 1st anniversary with Kim Tan in 3 weeks when she has wavered with her heart more than she would have liked.