Siwon's POV

“Siwon oppa, please eat your lunch” my girlfriend or should I say fiance said while showing the spoon full with rice and fish in front of me

I was being shot by a gun on my left knee and i'm already confined to the hospital for about 1 month and 13 days now because of the bones being cracked, gladly it was being cured immediately so i'm just here lying on my bed to gain a lot of rest.

my fiance is Choi Sooyoung, yes we have the same surname hehe she's always with me from the day that I'm here at the hospital until now.

“oppa, are you day dreaming?” she asked again, I think I'm spacing out for long

“sorry baby” I said then I eat the food that she prepared to me, I don't want to make her upset or else she will be a shikshin again and she will eat all my food

Sooyoung's POV

this past few days it's hard for me to feed him, I even tried the airplane method with the spoon, threatening that I will eat all his food ori will say he will have a prize when he eats but still he's just the same. But this day I sense some different aura on him

“baby i'm done” he said then he give me a clean plate, it means he ate them all. I put the plate on the sink of the room but he calls me

“come here Sooyoungie, I want you to read something” he said loud enough for me to hear

“why oppa?” I ask in disbelief, he just smile to me and he gave me a pink paper with his handwriting

“read it okay?” he said then he patted the side of his bed for me to sit beside him. I slowly open the paper and I see there's a poem

“ a peom for the one I love?” I ask to him with my eyes widen

“yes baby, I made it for you so read it” he said seriously, so I started to read his poem

for the first time I saw you, I feel like I saw an angel that falls from the sky

I thought i'm seeing a gorgeous model that I often see from the fashion show

when you started to talk to me, I feel shivers to my spine

your voice is as lovely as your gorgeous face

when you flash your smile, I thought that i'm in the sky full of clouds

the bright smile that I think i'll never get tired and regret to see everyday

then you sing a song that comes from your heart

it's like you're expressing what you feel for me and you want me to know it

this past few days I can't stop thinking about you

your lovely face, your smiles, your affections

everything is lingering to my mind

everytime you hug me so tight, I smell the scent of your hair and body

so that I can still smell it even though you're not with me

but not only the scent is important but the thought is

because I want you to feel my heartbeat that screaming your name

and the love that my body is saying

from this day I treasure everything we do and everything we share

because I don't know if someday i'll be gone on your embrace and I won't come back anymore

it's not that I don't love you or I hate you

but maybe because there's a sickness will come or a storm for us to break apart

I want us to be happy for each and everyday we have

I want to know you better, for me to know what will I do if I hurt you or to make you happy

I'll try to be your knight In shining armor, to protect you from danger

and I want to be the right man that you will marry and you will love forever

Siwon's POV

I look at her face while reading my poem, she's now crying because of it. It hurts me to see her like this but I know that is just a tears of joy

“the poem is good oppa” my fiance said as she read all the contents of my poem

“it's specially for you my future wife” I respond and I wipe the tears from her eyes, I stand up and I will suppose to get some tissue but she grab my arm and I fell on top of her

“never ever let go of me oppa, promise me” she said with her alluring eyes, it's like she's begging for me to answer

“i promise to fight for our love and I promise to not let you go Sooyoungie, ever” I respond truthfully before I capture her lips