Dear Lina,

Before we met, my life was filled with a thirst for pleasure and want that cannot ever be filled, all i wanna do was to do my own thing and ofc care about myself. this this what i used to do before we met, i party,I played, broke hearts and hurt people, I didn’t give a about them or the future, all I wanted was to have fun and care only about myself until I met you. I met you when we were in a party, when I first saw you I thought you might have been an easy catch so I tried to hook up with you then break your heart by the end of the night, I was thinking of that but…….strangely I got really attracted to you like I’ve never felt for anyone for a long time ever since Annie broke my heart. Something about you that’s so beautiful yet mysterious was tempting yet threatening to me and when you told me stories about your adventure, how much you love freedom, it sounds so magical it was the first time a girl talked to me without having to flirt and flatter to me and God, you were beautiful and that very night, my heart fell for you. Then we decided to get to know each other better. I was attracted to not only your face but the beauty in your heart and soul made me fall for you, when days went by I started to fall for you increasingly more, you make feel free and I felt like I had everything in the world I need and that was the best feeling ever. You take me to beautiful yet mysterious and dark places that makes me wonder how much you explore and how you th