“Namjoon…” I instantly blurted out as we made eye contact and he looks at me and smiles. Wait did he forget what happened today? Should I remind him or should I just act like it never happened… Wait, am I stupid? Why would I possibly want to remind Namjoon I seen him completely …

“Wow haven’t seen you all day today. Feels like you’re trying to avoid me,” Namjoon blurts out as the two of us watched the elevator door close right in front of us and I awkwardly laughed.

Yes, that’s exactly what I’m doing. 

“Ha… Me avoiding you? Why would I possibly do that?” I said trying my hardest to remain calm however that statement made me sound completely awkward and guilty. I glanced over at Namjoon and I could see him smile big and wide.

“Look, if you’re afraid that things were going to get awkward after this morning, you’re mistaking. Honestly, it’s not a big deal… I was just caught off guard that’s all.” Namjoon says completely calm and all I could do was stare at him.

Wait… Namjoon doesn’t care that I basically have seen every part of him? 

“Ah… right…” I have no idea why I feel awkward about this situation… It’s not like I was the one to expose my body anyways… However, I guess I don’t do good with this type of situation…

“I get it,” I quickly lifted up my head and looked over at Namjoon.

“You get what?” What did Namjoon possibly get? I’m lost.

“Have you never seen a guy ?” Namjoon suddenly asks and my eyes widen. Woah well that was extremely straightforward. I didn’t know how to answer this question so I had to think of a way to change the subject.

“So remember when I told you that I wasn’t planning to head to the party?” I said hoping Namjoon can just forget about what he asked and although he looked confused because that came out of nowhere, Namjoon went along with the conversation.

“Yeah what about it?” Namjoon asks looking at me and I looked at him and smiled.

“So… I guess I agreed… to go,” Namjoon instantly smiled and I couldn’t help but stare at his dimples and smile.

“Really! Wait… What made you change your mind?” Namjoon asks a bit confused and I was about to mention Jimin name however I know if I did Namjoon would probably say something about him liking me….

“Yoongi changed my mind,” it was the truth. Namjoon was about to speak but he suddenly stopped when the elevator doors opened and the both of us stepped out and began to walk to our apartment side by side.

“Wow, look at you, you already have two of my friends falling head over heels for you,” I wouldn’t say that Yoongi even liked me… I think after that whole incident Yoongi is just trying to be nice and there is nothing wrong with that. 

I would rather be friends with Namjoon friends then have any of them even hate me especially because we are roommates…

“No, just because he’s being nice doesn’t mean he likes me. He barely knows me anyway,” I said looking at Namjoon and he just shrugs.

“I mean no guy would want you to go to the party unless they like you?” Wow, this boy really should watch what he says.

“So why did you invite me? Do you like me too?” I asked and Namjoon stopped walking and looked at me. I have no idea if I got him mad or something but it’s true. I don’t want him to assume that all of the boys like me because it’s not true.

“Fair enough,” Namjoon says smiling and the both of us continued to walk and at last reached our apartment.

~
To be honest after basically confirming that I was going to attend this party I have no idea what I’m supposed to wear. I mean it’s a party so I’m expecting a dress am I right? Or do I have to dress casual? 

I wanted to ask Namjoon but honestly, if I asked him he would probably laugh at me and I don’t want that. 

I opened up my closet and began to look at everything I owned but nothing looked good… I know I’m new to college but I should have tried to make friends… Instead, I have no friends I can ask for advice too. Just my luck… 

“I don’t even want to go anymore,” I said speaking to myself sitting on my bed now feeling less motivated and completely scared of the idea of others possibly making fun of me.

I mean I was never the type to ever fit in… Never have and probably never will. 

“Mina!” I hear my name being called, I got up from the bed and walked over to the door. The moment I opened the door I found Namjoon standing right there looking right at me. 

“Hey, I was wondering if maybe… I can have this place to myself for a little… If you know what I mean?” Namjoon asks and at first, I was completely confused. I have no idea what Namjoon is trying to say… Why can’t I just s- OH!

“Right now?” I asked finally catching on and he quickly nods his head.

“Please?” I would say no but I did kick Namjoon out of the apartment on short notice so I have to respect this and do the same.

“You got it,” I said smiling and I walked over to my bed and grabbed my phone and keys. I have no idea where I’m going but clearly, I need to be out of here.

~

I didn’t mind leaving the apartment so Namjoon can do his thing… The only thing that does is that I don’t have any friends so what am I supposed to do for the time being?

Should I go for a walk? 

I pulled out my phone and looked through my contacts. No one to call… At this very moment, it made me wish that I asked one of the boys for their numbers but nope clearly didn’t do that. 

One by one I continued to walk minding my business till suddenly something felt weird. I’m by myself and I could feel someone behind me but it feels like they are following me…

Or maybe I’m paranoid. Yeah, that’s what it is. I kept walking trying to find something to do for the meantime but then I heard a noise behind me and it made me even more paranoid.

At that point, I was picking up my feet and I felt like I think I should run… Without hesitating I began to run. It felt like I was in a horror film… Was I going to die?!

“MINA!” The moment I heard my name I knew it was clearly someone I knew. I stopped myself from running and I looked back and see Taehyung running up to me. At last, when he caught up he looked at me and tried to catch his breath.

“Gesh, here you are making me do exercise just to have a conversation with you,” I couldn’t help but to giggle but I couldn’t help but feel paranoid that it was someone trying to come and possibly kidnap me. 
“I’m sorry, I thought you were ready to kill me or something,” I said glancing over at Tae and he placed a hand over his chest and looked offended.

“Anyways where are you off to?” Taehyung asks looking at me as the both of us were casually strolling by the campus.

“To be honest I have no idea… I had to leave because Namjoon has a visitor if you know what I mean and… Yeah, let’s just say I was trying to be a good roommate and leave the apartment to himself,” I told Taehyung and he nodded his head.

“Well since you’re not busy, how about you join me to go to Jimin’s dorm,” Taehyung says moving his eyebrows up and down and although I was still getting to know these boys I decided why not. 

“Sure,” I said smiling and from that point on Taehyung and I were now on our way to Jimin’s dorm.
~

As we stood in front of his door waiting for him to open up, for some odd reason I felt very nervous… I felt the palm of my hands beginning to sweat and I felt my heart race faster than it was two seconds of ago. On top of all of this, I even felt this unfamiliar feeling in my stomach…

I guess after everyone telling me Jimin possibly has a crush on me…. I’ve been feeling nervous around the boy.

Eventually, the door was open and instead of Jimin looking at Taehyung he looked right at me. It’s like he completely ignored Taehyung existence and honestly noticed mine. 

“Hey what brings you here?” Jimin asks smiling looking over at me and I don’t think I was the only one who noticed how Jimin didn’t even bother looking over at Taehyung because seconds later you hear Taehyung making a comment. 

“I’m fine thanks for asking,” Taehyung says and he walked into the dorm now leaving you there in front of the door alone with Jimin. 

“Well… I happened to bump into Taehyung and he decided to invite me back here since I don’t really have anywhere to really go,” instead of Jimin asking me any more questions he opened the door wider and he smiled. 

“Well it’s a pleasure to have you, come in,” it wasn’t long till I walked in and for some odd reason, I felt nervous. I mean I shouldn’t but just the thought of an attractive guy possibly being interesting in me is so hard to believe. 

“Where’s Namjoon?” Jimin asks as he closed the door behind him and you looked at him. 

“Well, he actually has a girl over… I don’t want to intrude so I decided to go out and let him have the apartment to himself,” in other words, I actually got told to leave by Namjoon but I’m not going to tell the boys that. 

“Ah, you did the right thing,” Taehyung says and I couldn’t help but laugh. 

~
After spending a couple of hours with the boys I looked at the time and realized it was getting late. It’s weird to say but I actually had a fun time with the boys… Especially with Jimin, however, I wasn’t going to admit that to anyone or they would be quick to think I like Jimin. 

“I should probably head back to the apartment… I’m sure Namjoon must be done with his victim,” after saying that Taehyung suddenly burst out laughing.

“See at least I’m not the only one who thinks this way,” Taehyung says agreeing with me and I nodded my head.

“I know I don’t know Namjoon but the girl is either his girlfriend or he’s going to be hooking up with a lot of girls.” I didn’t mean to make Namjoon sound like some type of womanizer however from what I do recall is when we both were making agreements he did mention about leaving the apartment when he is hooking up with a female… I mean why else would you enforce that rule. 

“I mean Namjoon did mention that he wanted to have fun this year… No strings attached just pure fun,” Jimin says and I nodded my head.

Not that Namjoon is a bad guy but during the school year I know I need to be careful trying to get close with him… I don’t want any feelings involved and I definitely don’t want to get hurt at the very end… 

“Well thank you, boys, for having me but I should probably head back,” I began to walk to the door and just as I was planning to leave Jimin quickly and awkwardly clears his throat and looks over my direction.

“Um… Can I walk you back to your apartment?”  Jimin asks nervously for some odd reason but of course instead of rejecting his offer I agreed.

“Aw look at the lovebird,” Taehyung commented. I looked at him and he sent a wink at my direction. 

The comment didn’t bother just because I’m not offended by it… Jimin is incredibly good looking so why would I be offended hearing that both of us are going out… Right?

I said my goodbyes to Taehyung and after that Jimin and I were off and about. It was time to finally head back home. I’m just really hoping Namjoon is done with his business so I can be home and relax… I mean I understand a guy gotta do what a guy gotta do… But like can I be comfortable?

As we left Jimin’s dorm room we began to walk side by side in pure silence. I mean I know Jimin offered to walk me home but I wasn’t expecting this to suddenly get awkward. I mean the moment Jimin has met me he always tried to spark up a conversation but for some reason, the tension feels different. 

“Ready to meet any boys at the party?” Jimin suddenly blurts out and I glanced at him and shrugged.

“I mean I’m not really looking for anyone but if the time is right and I meet someone who actually catches my attention then why not right?” It was an honest response especially because I can’t predict the future.

“I see,” I hate how Jimin is suddenly responding with such dull answers. I know he had a lot to say just from body language but I didn’t want to ask him because there is clearly a reason he’s not telling me a thing. 

“What about you? Ready to meet some girls at the party?” I asked Jimin and he just simply smiles.

“Eh I mean I already met a girl I’m into, I just hope to spend time with her at the party,” Jimin says glancing over at me and although I have no idea who he’s referring to, I smiled as the both of us continued to walk.
~

At last, when I arrived back at the apartment I walked over to the door seeing nothing around it. Perfect it was now my chance to go in there and be comfortable! I turned around and looked over at Jimin. 

“Thank you for walking me, you really didn’t have to,” not that I mind having the company but I didn’t want to make Jimin go through any trouble. 

“Of course I did, you shouldn’t be walking alone around this time,” it was cute to see Jimin’s cute protective side… It’s rare for a guy to feel like that especially with a girl he just met. 

I wasn’t the type to really make any type of human interactions but I couldn’t help myself in this situation. I got on my tippy toes and before I even knew it I kissed Jimin’s cheek.

He looked completely shocked at first but then a huge smile spread across his face. 

“Goodnight Jimin,” I looked over at Jimin and he bowed before he walked off. At that moment I reached into my purse and it wasn’t long until I pulled out my keys and was finally back into the apartment. 

I know I wasn’t gone for too long and I understand Namjoon needed to get get some but still, I had a couple of plans in mind but that all changed when I was asked to leave the apartment. 

“I’m back,” I said as I removed the key from the door but I heard pure silence. 

Did Namjoon leave or something? Or maybe he’s here somewhere… I swear lately I’ve been having the worse luck when it comes to seeing Namjoon…. 

The first time was when I saw Namjoon shirtless and that was the first time I was moving in… Then the second time was when I saw him completely , and I’m not saying I was disappointed but I shouldn’t be speaking about his body. 

I continued to walk in and continued to look around. Maybe I’ll see Namjoon somewhere in sight, hopefully not tho or even his girl because now that will be a tragic scene if you ask me. 

As I walked to my room I have no idea what I was thinking about but I was so lost in my thoughts. Everything was going by smoothly till…

“Mina!” I jumped and looked next to me finding Namjoon there smiling popping both dimples in each cheek.

“Namjoon! You jerk,” I blurted out hitting him over the shoulder and he just began to laugh. 

I hate being scared, clearly, if you see me caught off guard please don’t try sneaking up out of nowhere.

“What did I do?” Instead of explaining myself I just walked past Namjoon and walked over to my room. Right now all I want to do is go to relax or even sleep.

As I walked over to my bed and was about to lie down till Namjoon followed me and sat on my bed. 

“What did you do while you were gone?” Oh right, when you kicked me out. 
“Well I was planning to walk around but I actually bumped into Taehyung and went over to Jimin’s dorm,” the moment I happened to mention Jimin, Namjoon stared at me and smiled.

“Why do I have this strange feeling that Jimin and you are going to go out?” It doesn’t sound like an awful idea, however, I still have to get to know the guy. I mean I should be able to tell anyone anything about him but I barely know him.

It’s nice to see that others can see us going out but right about now I see otherwise. 

“I mean it’s not entirely impossible however I like to take baby steps with these kinds of things,” Namjoon just shrugged. 

“You could possibly just be saying that now but trust me it won’t be long until I see the both of you cuddling up and kissing,” Namjoon continues to insist that he will see Jimin and I becoming a couple and I sigh. 

“Whatever you say, anyways ready for that party on Friday,” I said trying my hardest to change the subject and Namjoon smiles. 

“Of course I am, I’m always ready to have a good time,” good time…. Right.

“With your girlfriend?” The moment I mentioned girlfriend I stared at Namjoon and noticed how he looked right at me confused. 

“Did you just say, girlfriend?” Wait did I say something wrong? I mean I would assume the girl he just slept with must be his girlfriend unless…

“I don’t have a girlfriend, it was just a random hookup,” at that moment I realized my roommate is a complete boy…

Why did I not see that coming? Namjoon is good looking, if he doesn’t have a girlfriend then there is a chance all he does are hookups. I mean I shouldn’t even be disappointed… Namjoon is nothing but my roommate and that’s all he is going to be. 

“I see, so I’m assuming you’ll be finding a new victim to hook up with,” I said looking at Namjoon and he smiles.

“I wouldn’t say, victim, I mean I satisfy their needs,” without thinking I quickly covered Namjoon mouth and smiled.

“Okay, I think I heard enough for today,” Namjoon continued to smile and before I know it I looked down at my hands and realized my hands were on his lips….

I froze and just stared at Namjoon… His lips are really soft…

Without thinking twice I quickly pulled away and looked away. 

“I uh better get ready for bed,” I swear that was weird… I never had an experience like that with Namjoon… 

I need to pull myself together… We are just roommates… That’s all….

It will stay that way… 

I promise….

~