A/N: i had actually retired from the K-pop fandom for years. but Jonghyun is one of the idol that i adored and loved the most for his talents and i would never have imagined this would happen to him...so here i return with a story that is dedicated in memories of him... rest in peace, dear jonghyun.

the story will alternate between Kibum's POV and third person POV. i admit it may be a bit messy, but i had written it with sincere emotions i felt with his passing.