Do you know that sensation when you are chilling and then you feel that something is wrong?

That was exactly what I was feeling at that moment.

I had a bad feeling. A really bad feeling. So bad that I just started crying, trying to get that weight off my chest.

I had a hard time breathing, my heart was beating furiously in my chest and I couldn't calm down. That sensation wouldn't leave me alone.

I didn't know what was wrong, but I felt something wasn't right and my sixth sense told me it had something to do with Jiyong.

I tried to call him, to send him messages. He didn't reply.

I knew I couldn't call any of his friends because he was working on a solo project. I didn't know what to do.

I needed to know he was fine. I still couldn't get that weight off my chest and I couldn't calm down unless I knew he was alright.

My phone lighted up: a message. I let out a sign of relief when I saw it was Jiyong. 

'I'm fine. I'm coming home. Love you, honey.'

My heart slowed down and I started breathing normally again. That sensation vanished.

My phone beeped, somebody was calling me. 

I slowly took my phone and answered the call.

I didn't listen what the girl on the other line was saying, I stopped listening after she told me there had been an accident on the road near my house.

It was a fatal accident, a man died. Jiyong died.

He was coming home. He was coming to me.