Just for a moment (Seyeon)
Taeyeon's short stories collection part IIIf only I can be her
And not me for a day
Even if I have to throw everything away
I watch you laughing with her. You seem happy, happier than you were when you were with me. Your eyes shine, you can't stop smiling.
I never saw you like that when you were dating me. I'm hurting so much, nobody cares about me. No one asks me if I'm fine.
But even though I'm in so much pain, the thought that you're happy is enough to let me keep going on.
Even if it's not me who is by your side. I can accept that, but I can't help but feel envious of that woman clutching your arm and smiling with her eyes full of love and adoration, the same thing is reflected in your eyes.
I wish I were here, even if only for a moment. I want to feel that love too, I want to believe that you still love me, and that it is me you're looking at like that.
But it's not. I wish to be her for only a day, just to feel loved for a moment.
But I can't be her. You're finally happy, you have moved on. I'm alone, and I can't stop thinking about you.
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