"Oppa, take care. Hope you live well. Hope we'll meet in the future. Bye"

Jeon So Min. My ex-girlfriend. She left me, after we were in 5 years relationship. That was not her fault, it was me. It was me, who made her left me. I never be grateful when she was my girlfriend, when she always by my side, when I had her, when she was still believe that I'm not a bad boy like everyone said.

Yes, I always flirting with every pretty girls I met. And So Min know it well, but she stayed quite cause she didn't want to argue or take a fight with me.

"It's okay, oppa. It's a common to see a boy flirts with a pretty girl. So, I understand it" she said it with her bitter smile, "although I don't believe you and my friends always talking bad about you, how flirty you are, but I have to"

"Waeyo?" I asked her coriously "why you have to believe me when you don't?"

"Cause I have to argue with you and I will fight with you. And you'll be fed up", the sadness clearly draw her eyes, "and.. you know I love you, right? I really love you, because of that, to fight and argue with you, it's really make me sad and I'm afraid you will leave me"

At that time, I really hope that she would be jealous and took a fight with me. So, I can broke up with her. But, I was wrong. Jeon So Min knew me so well and she looked like she can read my mind.

Honestly after 2nd year we were dating, I was bored with her and it became worse after we moved in together. Nothing wrong about her, she always be a really nice girlfriend for me.

"you're not working?" I asked her under thick blanket. At that time I got high fever and she had to take day-off to look after me.

"I take a day-off, oppa" while gave me a fever medicine, "Take a nap. I will make a porridge for you. Get well soon, Kwangsoo oppa", then she kissed my forehead. "Maybe I'm bad person, like to see you sick. With your condition like this, I feel needed by you.", she chuckles.

I confused. I do love her, or not? This feeling has changed after we dated and how can So Min's feeling for me has not changed. I miss a pit-a-pat feeling when we were side by side and there's no worries even when we weren't contact each other for a day.

"So Min-ah,