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“Is Jaemin will be okay?” Lami keeps asking Renjun after rescuing Jaemin from the hole earlier. Luckily, Renjun has the radio and he quickly made an emergency call to inform the teachers near at their spot about the accident. They immediately made an action and announced to everyone to go back at the camping site because of the accident that happened. Thank god, even though the hole was quite deep, it’s not so deep and Jaemin manage to survive. 

“Don’t worry, the doctor said he’s okay now. Calm down.” Renjun said and smiled at her. 

“Can we trust him? What if he’s lying about Jaemin hyung’s condition?” Jisung asked, sounds nervous too and Chenle agreed with him.

“He will not going to do that. He is a doctor, of course we can trust him.”

At that moment when Lami told them that Jaemin fell, Jeno forgot to breathe, it looks like his soul abandoned his body but he manage to calm himself despite of how tense he was feeling. Nonsense things keeps popping in his head like, what if Jaemin left him? What if he’s badly hurt and can’t survive? Jeno didn’t want to think about those ing nonsense things but since he’s damn nervous that time, he can’t help it.

He almost cry in relief when the doctor told them that Jaemin’s condition is now stable. He will be fine and they don’t need to be worried. 

“The reason why he faint is because of the shock. Let him rest.”

“Yah, can you say something? You’re scary.” Mark said referring to Jeno who still not talking since earlier.

He couldn’t talk, it looks like he’s still not to himself. Jaemin’s accident became a great shock to him. Jeno never felt this way before, it’s his first time to feel so much terrify in his whole life to the point he couldn’t able to talk.

What if he really loses Jaemin?

“Jeno, it’s okay now. Jaemin is fine.” Donghyuck said, trying to peek on his eyes because the older’s keeps lowering his head.

“Hey, we should leave him here alone and since Jaemin is okay now, Jeno will be taking care of him.” Renjun said and they’re all agreed and started to leave the room still glancing to Jeno.

Now that he left alone, he came closer to the sleeping Jaemin and scan his figure, he has some bruise and his knee has a bandage too.

Jeno sat beside his bed and hold Jaemin’s hand and squeezed it, he also planted a kiss on it and gently shove the younger’s fallen hair away from his eyes.

“Don’t you dare to do this again. You’re going to kill me for real.” He mumbled and kissed Jaemin’s hand again. He’s been asleep for about an hour and Jeno misses him already.

Slowly, Jaemin’s eyes were opening. He scanned the whole room before directly eyeing this someone sitting beside him who looks like going to scold him anytime.

“J-Jeno? What happened?” Jaemin slowly asked while examining the other’s expression.  

“You fell earlier. How are you feeling?” He asked gently even though his eyebrows were still puckered.

“My knee, I think I hurt my knee, but I-I’m fine. How about Lami? Is she okay?”

“She’s okay. And you’re not fine. How could you say that?” Jeno almost hissed.

“I’m really okay now. Don’t worry.” Jaemin tried to smile and rose up from laying and right then, Jeno let his hand go.

“How can I not worry? My world suddenly stop spinning the moment I heard you fell down to that damn ing hole and fainted. Don’t you have an idea how terrified I am that time? I felt horrible, like I’m about to lose my mind. I don’t care if you don’t feel the same towards me but please, don’t make me worry and at least take care of yourself if you don’t want me hanging around with you. You’re so mean!” Jeno burst out and he’s trying not to cry in front of Jaemin but he failed so he quickly turn around. He can’t let him see like this, being wretched. Jeno felt he’s really weak when it comes to Jaemin, how he wish that Jaemin is aware of that so he could take himself away from danger.

Jaemin’s gaze went soft and his heart is melting, seeing Jeno at this state made him weak, he wouldn’t dare to make him worry again.

It’s all because of Jeno why Jaemin became happy again and completely healed from his depression. If it wasn’t for Jeno, he’s probably still alone at this time, without friends. Because of Jeno, he learned to trust again. He made him came out from his shell to see how beautiful the world is even though sometimes, life is tough and bitter.

Jaemin is very thankful to have him, until now and the next days, for life.

“I love you too, Jeno.” He muttered. It made Jeno tilted his head into him while tears were still falling from his eyes to his cheek.

“W-What?” Jeno sobs.

The younger smiled and pulled the latter closer then made him sit on the bed. He wiped his tears away. “I’m sorry for making you worry. I won’t do it again.”

“Don’t you ever.”

“I promise.” 

“Say it again, those words.” The older pleaded.

“I love you too Jeno.” Jaemin then wipe the older’s tears again before smiling and pulled Jeno for a hug, it’s warm and Jeno hugged him back then buried his face into the other’s chest.

They stay in that position for seconds then after that, Jeno pushed him down and it made Jaemin fall back to the bed. “Yah, what are you trying to do?” Jaemin’s eyes widened.

“Shh.” Jeno smiled before connecting their lips together. He held both of the younger’s wrist already believing that he would refuse but Jeno felt that Jaemin is not trying to fight and wrapped his arms around his neck instead. Jeno is kissing him passionately with so much love and longing and Jaemin responded whole-heartedly. He feel the same. Jaemin tried to bite his soft lip and he seems pleased. Jeno’s lips were really soft, he ain’t dreaming.