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"Nana, I love you. Will you be my boyfriend?"

Everytime Jaemin will recapture the memory last night, his cheeks keeps getting redder as the time goes by. He don't want to keep thinking about it but his mind can't stay still.

It's his first time of receiving a confession like that, in the middle of the night, without anybody around. Just the two of them with illuminating moonlight above them.

It's too perfect.

Jaemin wanted to say yes to him.

Instead of;

"J-J-Jeno-yah, c-can you l-let me think a-about it first?"  without looking at the older and gently pulled his hand on away from Jeno's. But Jaemin didn't say no.

Truthfully, he regretted that part. Why didn't he just say what his heart were screaming for? Why can't he just become selfish for this? Both of them wanted each other though. There's no doubt.

Jaemin is not afraid of everything, to be honest. But he just can't take Jeno like that when there's a nice girl there who likes him very much and she's a friend.

It's clearer than a crystal that Jeno want him, not Lami.

However, it was Jaemin after all.

That time, Jeno still smiled and ruffled his hair. 

"Okay, I'll wait for your answer."

I love you too. He wanted to scream.

"And I want you to know, I don't want to hurt Lami." 

"I told you, she's not my business." Jeno's smile faded.

"But I can't hurt someone's feeling. She likes you very much and she's willing to do everything for you."

"And I told you again, I don't see her as a girl. Stop it."

"But Jeno-"

"You said you'll think about it first? But why do I feel like you don't want any of this? You can simply say no to me instead of pushing me to Lami. I can understand you." his voice is way too serious this time.

How could I still say no when you kissed me already you punk! And I won't do it!

"I'm not pushing you."

"You sounded like one. The person I love is you. Not her. Think about it carefully." Jeno said before leaving him.

"Jaemin!" 

His thoughts were cut off when Renjun barged inside the tent and called him. Thankfully, he might be gone crazy if he didn't appear.

"Oh?" 

"Why are you still laying there? Come out, we're going to exercise." he said almost pulling him. Renjun seems excited but not him. He's worrying how will he face Jeno.

The kiss.

It's still fresh in his mind, and no matter how hard he try not to think about it, he'll think it more. Jaemin felt so much sparks inside his chest like fireworks and something's tickling his tummy. The feeling was lovely. Until now. It's quite addicting.

Jeno's lips were indeed ing soft like a chewing hum and he wanted to bite him for some reason. 

Was his lips chewable?

"Yah, are you sick? Why your face were so red?"

Damn it, Jaemin what the hell were you thinking?!

"I-I'm okay!" Jaemin quickly snapped and run out of the tent to avoid Renjun's question. That boy will probably ask him, knowing Renjun, he can sense something's strange when it's about him and Jeno. 

"Yah! Wait for me! Where are you going? That's not the way!"  

Jeno keeps taking a glimpse of Jaemin while following the basic moves, and he noticed that so he hemmed.

"Good morning." The older murmured. Jaemin was just beside him.

The latter looked back smiling and nodded, he's afraid to talk. What if he stutter? Besides, Lami was there too and she's looking at them. Staring rather, like she's trying to read the situation because Jeno didn't even try to lookback at her.

"Ahh! My back!" Chenle cried when he heard his bone cracked the moment he lean backward. "When was the last time I exercised? It's been a century."

"You never exercise. The you saying?" Jisung chuckled.

"You two, just shut up and focus." Renjun scolded and the youngers flinched. He's too into the session so he don't want to hear any nonsense sounds.

Right after exercising, Lami was about to go to Jeno and greet him again, but the truth behind that is she's going to ask him about something, but Jeno was with Jaemin. He looks like messing around the latter because Jaemin keeps looking somewhere while Jeno's trying to catch his eyes. Jaemin ended up smiling.

She didn't notice. Just now.

The way Jeno looks at Jaemin. It's different. Too way different.

"Aish seriously! Get away from me!" Jaemin nagged, trying to hide his smile.

"How? I'm going to take my heart. How could you steal it?" The older said while trying to reach for Jaemin's hand but he shoved it and he playfully cringe. "Yah, somebody might misunderstand you." Jaemin warned.

"They wouldn't." then he pulled Jaemin closer and both of them went to their tent to change outfits.

Renjun was their leader and to be honest, he didn't wanted to but Chenle and Jisung didn't let him and keeps doing an aegyo in order for him to say yes, and he did. Their aegyo were scarier than the horror movies that he watches during rainy days and those two must doing it on purpose. Okay, they are really cute, but sometimes their making fun of their aegyo too. Another thing is,Renjun has potential of being a leader, that's why and Donghyuck promised to he'll help him. 

"No thanks! I can do it alone." Renjun then rolled his eyes. 

"I can help you Renjun-ah!"

"Oh right. There's Jaemin. Come on." he said and dragged the younger beside him, away from Jeno.

"No, he can't help you!" Jeno suddenly appeared between Jaemin and Renjun.

"And why?" 

"Coz you can manage alone. off!" 

"Yah!" Jaemin warned him and flick his forehead. "I'm his partner. Don't leave Lami like that, you should accompany her because you're her partner and look, she's the only girl here."

"Aish. I can't! Why don't you do it?"

"What?"

"I don't want to make you upset when I'm with her. I know you're not okay with that." He said softly.

"Who said it's not okay with me?A-and why w-would I? It's freaking okay so go to her. Don't you know that you're lucky to be paired with her coz every boys wanted to be with Lami but she chooses you?" Jaemin hissed and furrowed his eyebrows.

"I don't ing care about that because you are the one I like! You understand?" Jeno shrieked, he didn't even hesitates to say it like that even though Renjun and the youngers were watching. That's right though, he want to take care of Jaemij, not Lami. Luckily, Lami's attention were drifted to something.

"Yah Lee Jeno!" Jaemin looked at him in disbelief and look around. "Don't say it like that."

"What is this? Did I just heard you confessed?" Renjun in but Jeno didn't mind him.

"Alright, if you really wanted that much, fine! I will put all my attention to her then I'll do it because you want it. You said, you're not pushing me to her but you're doing it."

"Then what should I supposed to do? I'm not that selfish!"

Jeno bit his lip and ruffle his hair, he seems frustrated but he choose not to talk back and walk away instead. If Jaemin wanted this okay, he'll do it. Beside, since Lami came he's the one always pushes him with her.  

Moreover, he can't get mad at Jaemin, he shouldn't and he don't want to, so he'll step down.

"Why can't he understand me? I just want to be with him without minding others." He muttered.

“Wow. Did I just witnessed a lover’s quarrel? Something is fishy.” Renjun mumbled, he can’t let Jaemin heard him coz he’ll ruin the mood. “I smell a drama.” He added and examine the other’s face and there’s a hint of sadness in it.

What actually did happen to them? 

“Yah Jaemin, you better tell me what happened to you and Jeno. I can sense something.” He tried to capture his attention so that he wouldn’t think some nonsense things. Chenle and Jisung choose to shut their mouths, they’re not that stupid not to know what’s going on.

“He’s right. Don’t forget to tell me too. Promise me.” Donghyuck then tapped Jaemin’s shoulder.

The team building just started and all teams became hype at the moment they began. They are all excited but some of them were not. Just like Jaemin, but he tried his best to focus on the game so Renjun would not feel frustrated. Jeno is ignoring him now, and he is talking with Lami all the time.

It seems th