I watch the clock as the time pass by. I close my eyes and breathe. 

What does time have this feeling? Lost? Unwanted? 

When I opened my eyes I saw you smiling “Wan ah” you caressed my cheek 

what if I dont want to live anymore? Would your smile disappear? 

What if this feeling is eating me alive, you would save me? 

I held your hand tightly, your soft skin touches mine “some things are meant to be kept” I said as I look at your honey brown eyes. 

Confuse is written all over your face. I stood up and walk towards the door 

“observe and you will know what might happen” I said as I close the door living her. 

Maybe the saints is already calling me. I stand at the edge of the building. Watching the stars above. 

One. I took a deep breath

two. I stand on one leg 

three. I can feel myself falling yet I still feel numb.

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observe people carefully my dear readers and you might save him/her from depression 

love