what did I do to deal with this? I looked at the older girl who was crying begging me to listen to her "Please Wendy ah, give me another chance" she reach out for my hand but I retracted it "I've known this for 2 years Joohyun, I pretended to be blind even though its already in fron of my eyes" I closed my eyes and the memory is still fresh.

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I was happy for this day is our 3rd year anniversary, I walked my way towards the door with a dozen of roses on my hand. I knocked the door twice but no one answered, I twisted the knob it was open "Joohyun ah?" I asked as I walked in the house, I see clothes scattered on the floor leading me to the bedroom. And there you are, sleeping on someone else arms. I held my breath as I held my tears, I quickly ran out of the house without a word. 

Later that day you showed up in front of me like nothing happened, I got weaked and pale at some point I want to hurt you so bad for I want you to feel what I am feeling now. you asked me if I'm ok for I am all quiet making you deaf. I frown when I see his marks on her neck, I cleared my throat and stood up "I'm kinda tired, I'm going to sleep, you can walk your way out" I walked to my room and lock it, not sparing any glance at you. 

I've caught you guys many times, and youve killed me over and over again. Everytime you're with me I cant stand to think the moments you had with him. your phone rang I took a peek on your phone and it was him. I pretended t