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“Did you know that you often just stare off into space?” Jeongguk’s voice broke through Taehyung’s thoughts.

Blinking slowly, Taehyung drew his attention away from the still-wet painting on the wall. It seemed that Jeongguk had purposely used too much paint in an attempt to make the colors drip down, so now the vibrant green eyes of the painted boy were crying and his smile becoming somewhat grotesque. He looked at the younger boy, who was watching him with interested eyes.

“You painted me.”

Jeongguk looked confused for a second, then glanced at his newly-created artwork. “Did I?” he paused, glancing between the painting and Taehyung’s face. “Huh. I guess I did.”

“You didn’t know?”

The boy shrugged. “I don’t think when I draw. My brush thinks for me.”

Taehyung glanced around at the other pieces of artwork around the room, be it painted on the walls, on actual paper, or on fancy canvas boards; at the seemingly normal-looking drawings that all had something bizarre about them. “Your brush is crazy.”

“Why, thank you!”

Forgetting his place, Taehyung rolled his eyes at the chipper response.

“So, question,” he said.

“Shoot.”

Taehyung fumbled around for a moment, trying to decide what to say. He had already sort of asked the question to Hoseok the night previous, it shouldn’t be so difficult with Jeongguk. “Why are you guys being so… comfortable around me? Like, why isn’t the stranger danger alarm blaring in your head?”

Jeongguk eyed a brown-tinted bottle of some sort of liquor that was on the table. “Well,” he began, “you don’t seem threatening. You haven’t tried to steal from us, hurt us, or otherwise caused us bodily or emotional harm. We were honestly more freaked out by you when we thought you were Korean. But, seeing as how the two resident linguistics here - myself being one of them - have ultimately decided that your accent is very Japanese, we have concluded that you are not Korean. You’re probably just really weird. Or you are weird, is probably a better way to say that.”

Taehyung bit his tongue to prevent himself from saying ‘But I am Korean!’ Instead, he sighed and decided to change the subject. “Speaking of brushes, you should brush your hair,” he said, pointing to the tangled mess of black hair that was more of a rat’s nest than a bird’s nest… a bird’s nest was too short.

The younger boy scowled and went back to the bedroom, where he came back a few seconds later yanking a hairbrush through his tangled tresses.

“I thought you didn’t want to talk to me,” Taehyung said.

Jeongguk winced at a particularly difficult tangle ripping out a lot of hair. “I did yell at you last night,” he said. “It would be kind of ridiculous of me to avoid talking to you after that, wouldn’t it?”

“You can control your shyness like that?”

“‘Shyness’ sounds so childish,” Jeongguk grumbled. “Children are shy. What are adults?”

“On with the question?”

Jeongguk growled at his hairbrush as if that would make it go through his hair easier. All it did was make it more tangled. “Yeah, I can control it like that. Didn’t you see me speaking to those men last night?”

“I happened to notice you singing and then one of them making out with you.”

The boy’s face morphed into one of utter disgust. “ing hell, Tae! We don’t talk about that stuff during the day!”

Taehyung scoffed, falling back unceremoniously to sit on the couch. “So, what?” He challenged. “It happens and you just never talk about it again? That’s how that works?”

Remnants of the fury Jeongguk had displayed the night previous came back into his eyes. “We-”

“Not exactly,” Namjoon’s much calmer voice cut in. He walked through the door, laundry in his hands, and threw them onto the opposite side of the couch from where Taehyung sat. He pulled the hairbrush from Jeongguk’s hair and began brushing the dark locks himself with much better luck. “We accept what has happened. We realize it, we understand that it’s a part of what we do, and we move on with our lives.”

Taehyung sighed and sat a little straighter. “Don’t you ever want to leave?”

The two stared at him in surprise.

“You do realize that you are speaking to the two out of the six that have no choice but to be here, right?” Jeongguk asked.

Taehyung looked up. “Huh?”

Simultaneously, the two raised their right hand, revealing the trackers that Taehyung had seen for the first time the night previous. “We were forced to come here,” Namjoon said. “That, or stay in prison. We got lucky to be pretty enough and to know music to be let out.”

“And now we can’t leave,” Jeongguk said before his entire body shivered. “Not that I would ever want to. I don’t want to go back to prison.”

“Why were the two of you in prison?” Taehyung asked. “Why do you have to wear trackers?” Cold realization ran through him. “Did you two-”

“No!” they both shouted at the same time.

“We never-”

“I didn’t-”

“They never-”

The two of them sputtered over their own words. Taehyung jumped up and started waving his hands. “Okay! Okay! I believe you!”

The stopped shouting.

“What I meant to say,” Taehyung said, sitting back down, “is why did you guys get stuck in prison?”

The boys looked confused. “Because our families committed crimes,” Jeongguk said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

“Yeah, but you didn’t do anything wrong…” his voice trailed off.

“So what?” Namjoon asked.

Taehyung didn’t have an answer. He didn’t know how to explain how unfair it was that these boys had to live with the consequences of what their families had done. It was something so intrinsically obvious that he didn’t know how to say it.

Obvious or not, the two of them seemed clueless.

“Nevermind.”

The boys gave him an odd look but then went back to what they were doing. A few minutes later, Jeongguk had his usual silky hair back and Namjoon went to go clean the kitchen, humming as he did so. Jeongguk went back to the mostly-finished painting and picked up his paintbrush again. He stood there, silently staring at the painting for a minute.

“What’s wrong?” Taehyung asked.

Jeongguk shrugged. “I know what I’m painting now,” he said. “I don’t know what to do.”

“What do you mean?”

The younger boy sighed, then set the paintbrush down. “I’ve never thought about what I was drawing or painting until I was done with it. Now I know I’m painting you and I don’t know what to do about it.” He walked away from the painting and unceremoniously flopped onto the couch across from Taehyung.

Taehyung nodded in confirmation, then dug around in his pockets for his phone. He froze when an odd sensation ran through him - the feeling of someone touching his face. He looked at Jeongguk, who was gently running the tips of his fingers over Taehyung’s cheekbone, his eyes downcast. The fingers ran down his jawbone, following the curvature of the bone to his chin. There, they raised and ran over his lips. As they felt the side of his nose, he had to speak up.

“What’cha doin’?”

Jeongguk didn’t answer, just stood up and went back to his painting.

“He’s creepy like that,” Namjoon said from the kitchen. “Give him a minute, then you’ll understand what he did.”

The youngest boy picked up his paintbrush and began adding various colors to the painted face on t

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BTS SuperStar has officially consumed my soul. For the past 24 hours, I have forgotten I'm supposed to be writing.

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exox_pix #1
Chapter 26: Hii! I just wanted to say i really like your stories (i've already read butterfly and that other story about all the boys scattered around the world after pushing the panic button -i don't remember the name haha-)! They're really unique and it makes you think a lot about certain subjects. I also really like the psychological/philosophical elements in your stories :) Keep writing, you're doing great~
fluffygiantgalaxy
#2
Chapter 23: THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WONDERED THE WHOLE TIME like wth if hes here is the otger he there or is it dead?
Klunicorn-_-
#3
Chapter 19: Okay all I want to do right now is laugh at how funny this situation seems to an outsider like myself but at the same time I am literally so confused, please bring up the paradox because my mind is floating out here without any ropes to pull on.
Klunicorn-_-
#4
Chapter 16: If Tae's Korean but everyone else is Japanese, what language do they collectively speak?

Also, 'titled his head like a confused puppy' is literally the best and cutest line in the universe.

I'm sorry for not replying yet but I've been flat for a while and I lost my computer charger for a bit back then. I'll reply soon though!
Klunicorn-_-
#5
Chapter 14: Oof, I can feel things picking up but I'm still very much confused.

Also all the 'ya's had me cringing and laughing at the same time, it sounds so natural for someone to say it but writing it down is so weird.

I am once again thoroughly engrossed in your story. Every time I read another chapter of any of your stories I suddenly get yanked into a void of mystery I can't seem to get out of. That is, until I read another author's story. Why can words affect me so?
Klunicorn-_-
#6
Chapter 13:
Oof damn, I like it (me likey, likey, likey) .

Also replying to the author's note: YES, YES AND YES. JE VEUX, JE VEUX, JE VEUX ÇA BEAUCOUP.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkMispzbrnQ (I haven't stopped listening to it)
Klunicorn-_-
#7
Chapter 12: HEY! You're going to make me cry again, I've been watching and listening to all the sad prologue versions of BTS' songs and even more disastrously sad songs for the past two hours and I swear my tear ducts are about to break.

How does one suddenly lose all memory of a person and their lives before? Did the government have something to do with this? Is this some sort of time traveller mix up?

Oh, damn. I feel sad.
fluffygiantgalaxy
#8
Chapter 11: I DOMT UNDERSTAND BUT I LOVE
Klunicorn-_-
#9
Chapter 11: Huh, and here I thought 'finagle' was a made-up word. Damn, there goes my childhood.

Also I didn't spot any errors while reading, perfectly brilliant as always! (^-^)
Klunicorn-_-
#10
Chapter 10: I. WANT. TO. GIVE. YOU. A. HUG.

And maybe something else that would help your situation that I can't think of right now.

Can I just subtly point something out in the first paragraph 3rd/4th line by asking you to read the first paragraph?

I honestly feel like such a bad person pointing something like this out to you especially at a time where you do not need any more criticism than currently present. I'm sorry ( ; _ ;) (you're not allowed to say that I can't or shouldn't say sorry btw)

I'll be here waiting for you when you find the time for some leisure time, I'll try to cheer you up as best as I can!