Hey guys as you see in the title this is not an update. I'm just want to rant some issues that bothering me these few months or actually I can say a year. Some of you maybe know that I had to take a big exam last year. You know the struggle and all of those ty things. I've been dealing with depression since early 2019. I also almost committed suicide about two times but thank God I still alive. Some of you texted me and willingly to hear about my problems. Thanks for all support that you guys gave me past few months. Tomorrow is the day I will get my examination result. I really hope that I'll get 6A and higher even though I knew I won't get that much. I screw up everything last year, my studies didn't went well, I kept making trouble and lots of things even I'm in second class. Tbh, I don't care that much about my feelings, I just care about my parent's feelings. I kept having anxiety attack these few weeks about tomorrow. I really hope everything goes well. Also, I really hope I didn't get mental breakdown tomorrow if my results end up like lol. Okay that's all. Thanks for reading sksk. Also for those who will take SPM result, YOUR AUTHOR SAY GOODLUCK OKAY?! EARLY CONGRATS FOR THOSE GET THEIR TARGET. YOUR AUTHOR LOVE YOU GAYS, I meant guys, really I meant guys. Hahahaha bye!