[A/N: THIS IS A LONG CHAPTER. BEWARE]

>>> JOO YOUNG'S POV<<<

That "silent" phone call pushed me to make an indirect confession to Se Hun. 

"I cried today not because I miss you, no, not just that. I cried today because I realized that I'm gonna be alright with you. Could you at least hold on to that?"

I said those words because I realized that I want to be with Se Hun.

Yes, I want to be with him. My heart has never ached for someone before.

I'm going to wait for him. 

But a part of me is scared.

I'm scared to know what he feels for me.

What if I'm nothing to him?

>>> My phone started to ring again.<<<

It was Mr. Soo Man calling me.

"Yes, Mr. Soo Man?" I asked.

"Joo Young, why don't you try looking for your parents?" He asked all of a sudden.

There was a short pause.

"Uhh, Seongsangnim, I.. I don't think they want to see me again." I answered.

"Well, I've got news for you." He continued.

"I know where your parents live." Mr. Soo Man added.

I honestly felt nothing special when he said that he knows where my parents are. 

"Where do they live now?" I asked.

"CHINA." He replied.

For a second, my heart's beating raced. CHINA? They're in China? Se Hun's also in China... I must... I must go. 

"I've booked a flight for you tomorrow. You'll stay there for two days. You have a 6 PM flight. Jinri will take a leave to accompany you. So you're gonna see your parents, and discuss things with them. If they allow you to stay in Korea, then it's good. However, if they decide to get you back, then it's your choice." Mr. Soo Man said.

"Arasso. Kamsahamnida" I replied.

Then we hung up.

Weee. I'm going to China tomorrow and see Se Hun. 

And about my parents, I'm not so sure if I want to see them again.

Just the thought of those two makes me really quite sad. 

Tomorrow, all my painful tears will be gone.

Two weeks of waiting is over.

I suddenly recalled what happened to me when Se Hun left. 

>>> FLASHBACK<<<

During the first night without Se Hun, I cried buckets of tears. I barely studied for my test.

Why would he leave without saying? 

I tired to calm myself down by going to the balcony and stargazing.

I felt depression climbing up my system. 

Dear Se Hun, I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do, without you beside me. 

When will Se Hun come back? 

I'll wait patiently ev