Hello Jungkook,

Here I am. Desperate. Broken. Worthless. Alone.

You promised me that you won't leave me..

That you'll be next to me, so you can be my support. To hold my hands..

Do you remember when we were at the small park near my house?

I tried grabbing your hand, but you pulled back.

I felt bad and angry, then you took my face and rubbed your nose on mine..

You kissed me and you grabbed both my hands and told me that you'll never let go.. 

You told me you would squeeze them so hard so there will be left marks ...

You even told me you will put handcuffs.

You lied.

But don't worry I didn't give you a reason to do so. And now I'm trying to do it.

One of them.

Reason 1 "Holding hands"

Taehyung, 170122