[JiEun’s POV]

I usually make breakfast for my family. I’m the first one to wake up in the morning cuz if I don’t , I’ll be kicked out of the house.

“Jieun-ah, Where’s my scarf?” My step-mother asked. I don't have a place to live in if I'll be kicked out of here. I don’t have friends, not a single one.

Yes, I’m a loner.

“It’s in the laundry, maam” I answered. I prefer to call her maam, I don’t like to call her mother. They adopted me when I was eight years old. I don’t who my real parents are. Well, my parents now are not really mean to me but sometimes they scold me.

It’s time for me to go to school. I took the bus, it takes five minutes to arrive in school. I was about to enter the school gate when my eyes caught the new handsome student! I quickly hid behind a tree, A half smile formed on my lips. I pouted while staring at him. His walk is so perfect! Everything is perfect! It was really unecessary because if I hide, people would always find me quick because I’m big.

“Geez! Stop it, Jieun! You’re just wasting your time!” I murmured to myself. I facepalmed myself and headed to where my first class is.

As I entered the room, I immediately saw the handsome guy. “Gaaaaah!” I muttered and smiled like a fool. I squeezed my cheeks and heaved a sigh.

“What are you doing?”

I turned around to see Jiyeon, the girl who probably likes to bully me.

I twitched and faced her “uhh.. uhh, Nothing” I answered, not facing her. Before she could answer back, the teacher came in.

“Okay class. We’re gonna have a quiz today about what we discussed yesterday” the teacher announced.

I’m not smart to tell you the truth, I’m dumb. Other people mistakes me as an intelligent student because nerds usually wear glasses, they think that smart people should wear glasses. I think they’re wrong. I frequently wear my wide, thick-rimmed glasses because I have a bad eye sight.

Eight minutes had passed, We already finished answering and checking our papers, I’m pretty sure I’ll get the lowest score.

“I’m gonna tell you all the scores, alright? Highest to Lowest” the teacher said, holding some papers in her hands.

“Taeyang, perfect.” The teacher froze. Our heads turned to him in amusement. Even his scores in the quizes are perfect.

“Outstanding! Great Job, Taeyang. Okay, next is..” the teacher continued, looking proud of him. The teacher looks like she admire him also.

Later, the teacher had finally said my score. “Jieun, 5/20” The teacher said, giving me a dissapointed look.

Thankfully, the bell had rung. I grabbed my bag and went out. I was facing at the ground while walking because I was depressed, well I’m always depressed. I winced when I bumped into someone. I knew what was going to happen next. People would always scold me for being clumsy, they usually yell at my face. However, As I closed my eyes and waited for the pain..

Nothing happened.

“I’m sorry” The voice was soft and reassuring, I knew it was a man’s voice. Slowly I lifted my head up and I was startled. It was Taeyang-sshi! My eyes widened as I looked at him straight in the eyes. I was speechless, I was just staring at him.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't watching where I was going."

This was the first time anyone had ever apologized to me before. Nobody had ever considered me feelings.

“Uhh, no. It was my fault, I’m sorry” I said with a soft voice and slightly bowed at him. He then gave me a bright smile, I almost faint. Then he walked off, I couldn’t stop smiling. He’s so nice! I think I’m in love!

Dear Diary,

      I’m falling in love! This is bad! I don’t why I admire this guy so much. He’s so good-looking and has a golden heart! Aaagh! I’m going crazy. He actually aplogized to me. I couldn’t stop smiling earlier, I’m even smiling right now. I have never been in love. Never. I never felt this way before.

 I tucked my hair behind my ears. I bit my lower lip, trying to stop myself from smiling like a weirdo.

“What’cha doing?!” Sulli blurted out.

I looked at my back and saw my door open. I forgot to close it.

“Sulli-ah, you should knock first before entering my room” I quickly hid my diary under my desk.

“You left your door open, so I thought you wouldn’t mind if I come in. I just read the word falling in love.” she said with a smile.

“Oh. Why are you smiling at me like that?” I asked. I can’t believe she read that sentence.

“You’re in love, am I right?” she poked my cheek and giggled.

“Yah! Of Course not!” I yelped.

“You’re denying it. Jieun is in love, Jieun is in love!” she started to sing. It was pretty annoying.

“Shh!” I was trying to make shut but she just couldn’t.

“Fine! I admit it. I like some so stop teasing me” I whispered.

“I see. Okay, see ya later” She waved goodbye.

As I closed the door shut, I let out my breath in one lone sigh. Good Thing, Sulli didn’t asked me so many questions about it.  

I’m sorry for the very very very late update.
I’m currently loving IU right now, well just her songs.
I’m not a fan of IU, honestly. I liked her as Kim Pil Suk. And I love Wooyoung.
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