"I think you should leave" yuta says he doesn't know what else to say, he feels weird, whe jaehyun kissed him it was so normal, but now it's different yuta stays in the sofa without moving because his legs do not respond to his orders and he is very nervous

"I'm not leaving you, not after this, I'm sorry" taeyong feels somehow so happy, is like he reaches the climb of the everst

yuta looks at taeyong's eyes he is not used to do that, normally yuta is always ignoring taeyong, but now taeyong is everything for him, now is all that matters but yuta is scared because something can go wrong he doesn't want to feel disappointed and everything inside him is a chaos, should he tell taeyong that he wants to be with him? or should he tell him that he must leave?.

"I-I-I I'm confused right now and I need to think" yuta says with soft voice 

"ok, I'll leave but you have to promise me that you are going to answer my calls or texts, please because I can't leave like this and pretending that nothing happen" taeyong touches yuta's hands and he noticed that they are so cold so he holds them for a minute and smiles at yuta.

In the door taeyong is about to leave but before yuta closes the door he turn around "finally I make you feel confunssed" he smiles and keeps walking

yuta closes the door and goes to his room he can't stop thinking about the kiss and taeyong's eyes, taeyong's hands why everything is so hard, why yuta likes the bad guy? he wants to know taeyong better but a part of him feels he souldn't trust him.
 

As he promise yuta answer every text taeyong sent him, and he spent a lot of time talking with him on the phone, today is wednesday and also is the re-opening in the bar yuta is very excited, now he is doing some rehearsals at the break the phone rings and it is taeyong

"I wanted to talk to you"

"I'm doing so rehearsals for the show, are you coming tonight?" yuta feels like a fifteen year girl going out with the popular guy of her school, but in this case yuta and taeyong are not going out, they are something between friends and boyfriends

"yes, I'll be there, want to see you so bad" taeyong voice sounds like he really needs it

"so, I'll see you later, bye" yuta hang the phone and keeps singing.

5 minutes to the show, yuta looks the place is full and there is also people standing, in the first table is taeyong waiting, yuta feels how his face is getting hotter and his heart starts to beat faster.

At midnight the show ends, yuta is tired but happy, there were a round of applauses for almost 10 minutes and taeyong was so hype he really liked the show, and he is waiting for yuta outside and he wants to hug him but for the first time in his life he feels shy, he has done a lot of thing with boys and girls but now he is shy.

"you were amazing" taeyong says with a big smile 

and yuta hugs him but seconds later he jumps away "I-Im sorry, I was so excited..." yuta says but taeyong starts to laugh 

"it's ok, I was planing to ask you one" taeyong keeps laughing, "do you want to eat somewhere? or do you want to go to my house I can cook something nice" 

yuta choose to go to taeyong's house he like what taeyong cooks, and he wants to be alone with him so they are walking and talking about the show, about yuta's university, about taeyong's childhood is a very good night for the two of them, everything is going so well and now yuta doesn't have fear he wants to trust taeyong. they're near the building when they hear a voice 

"Taeyooongs" 

yuta and taeyong turn around and they see jaehyun

"yuta? why are you with taeyong, I didn't know you two know each other" jaehyun says, and now he knows why yuta told him that they shouldn't go out

"I told you I met him at the same time as ten" taeyong says feeling kinda nervous, and yuta is quiet he just stands beside taeyong 

"yes! you're right, you told me that night that he was so boring, and he was just a pretty face but that he is not your type" jaehyun is laughing inside "right, hyung?"

now yuta feels like vomit, why is this happening? after all of this he wanted to believe in taeyong and now this is happening he doesnt know what to do he wants to run away 

"well I think I should go, see you at 25up hyung" jaehyun starts to walk.

Taeyong feels sick now, he can feel how dissapointed yuta is, and he doesn't want to loose him but he hurts yuta, now he feel so horrible 

"is that true?" yuta says, his voice can hardly be heard

"that was a long time ago and..." taeyong tries to explain but yuta cuts him 

"you went to my house to told me that jaehyun was playing with me but, he is not different from you!. I wanted to trust you and I really wanted to be with you... you just ruined everything" yuta is about to cry but he start to walk before taeyong can see him cry

taeyong just lets him go, he doesn't run after him.

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