"yong...I'm..." yuta is nervous

"don't worry... I'll explain everything to you" taeyong smiles but is a nervous smile he knows yuta can see trough him but still he tries his best

taeyong recives a few calls on their way home, yuta is not saying anything taeyong just talk to different people, he looks so different  from the boy yuta met at club and he is acting so different now that yuta believes that this is his fault, he thinks that he shoud had listen to his brain when it told him that taeyong was bad news that he is not a good person in his life but yuta didn't listen, he has feelings for taeyong he knows it and its too late to regret it but now he doesn't know if taeyong is bad for him or he is the bad thing in taeyong's life.

yuta lays in bed waiting for taeyong he is making hot choco with cream because yuta likes it, he sees when taeyong enters the room he looks tired, nervous, and it feels like when someone is going to give you a bad news

taeyong gives yuta a sweet little kiss on his forehead "be careful is hot" he says

yuta can do nothing but looking at him, everything is so much for him "I gave you so much problems..." yuta says softly "I'm sorry" without looking at taeyong's eyes he drink his choco

taeyong looks at him, he is surprised is true this is a big problem and since yuta showed up in his life everything is dificult but that's ok for taeyong because he wants to make something for someone, with yuta he feels that finally he is doing something for someone he know that he has to try, even when this is a problem and a big one taeyong is fine with this because yuta is the person that fills up all his spaces.

"you don't need to be sorry for real" taeyong says "the man who scared you is Nam hongKi... I met him a few years ago he is a rich guy the ones that think they can have anything" taeyong pauses just to see yuta's expression "we had ... but I didn't like him and he always wanted me to act like he wanted and that is just not me…I know this is terrible but I had no feelings for him, one day I left without saying nothing, he just sent me a text days later”

Taeyong tries to sound as normal as possible, seeing yuta’s face he knows yuta is calm

“what does the text say?” yuta asks, so far, he is not understanding anything, he doesn’t see anything bad

“I hope you find something good in your life and when you do I’m going to destroy him” taeyong says, he sees how yuta’s eyes changes and he is terrified “back then I thought that it was a joke just another child with his heart broken”

“oh, you said it like its nothing, this is what you get for being a jerk and now I’m here with you…I such a stupid” yuta is now walking in the room he looks so scared  “I’m in a room with the son of one of the most powerful men is seoul and I’m going to die…die because of this” yuta stops for a moment and looks at taeyong “maybe we are so bad for each other” the tears are falling from his eyes without any permission and yuta can’t stop them he is crying because everything is so ed up

“yuta… don’t say that” they way taeyong pronounces his name this time was different, this time he said it in the way that every letter could make sense and at the end it sounded so painful “I know I’m garbage ok I know it, but since you’re with me I feel I’m not that bad and you are the light in my life I’m going to keep you safe I’m going to, don’t leave me”

Yuta sits in the bed and cries, taeyong hugs him, they don’t say anything just stay like that till they both are sleep.

The next day taeyong wakes up yuta is not by his side maybe he is in the shower when taeyong is fully awake he knows there is a note beside him and he is shaking

“I’m sorry… but this is too much, and I don’t know what to do maybe you are used to people trying to kill you but I’m not, I know you said you will protect me but what if you can’t and I don’t want things to end up like this so I’m leaving, please be safe do whatever you have to do I’ll be fine I promise, when this problem is over tell ten he would know what to do… you say I’m the light but maybe is not time for the day and the night to be together… I love you, I do”

Taeyong’s face is full of tears, once again he ruins everything that’s what he thinks, he breaks the paper into a million pieces.

“when did yuta leave and why did you let him!?” taeyong is screaming to mr kang, the poor man is standing next to the building door almost shaking

“Sr I didn’t have order to stop him and he said that you were ok with that”  Mr kang knows that is not good when taeyong is mad, he was mad once like 2 years ago, and that was so bad

“you listen to me if he comes back, tie him, punch his face, anything! Just make sure he stays, is that clear!?” taeyong says he looks like he wants to kill everyone

“Yes sir!” Mr kang says, this is even worse than the last time

Back in the apartament taeyong is sitting on the couch with a glass of whisky and his phone, he press a number

“yes?”

“Appa”

“Oh my son, what is going on? Did something happen?” Mr Lee sounds really worry

“Appa, Nam HongKi… he… he taked the most important thing in my life, and he needs to pay for it” the way taeyong’s talk is so normal is like telling  friend that you want to eat ramen

“Oh… I see, well I was staring being friend with his father”

“appa…” taeyong is now loosing his cool

“Well what can I do? If my son is asking, do what you must do, call me if you need me” the old man say hanging the phone

Taeyong stands up and goes to the apartment next door and knocks, a white man in his 50 opens the door “young heir” he says with a cigarette in his mouth

“Choi I need snipers all around my apartment, and you need to take care of the money no one can go in there, is that clear?” taeyong talks very friendly with the man, he is giving an order but Mr Choi is not like a man who works for him

“Clear young heir… please be careful” the man smiles

“I’ll be uncle” taeyong says smiling, Mr choi is not his uncle but taeyong knows him since he is a little kid, mr choi has always take care of him

Taeyong goes to his apartment to make a call

“jung, Nam HongKi, I need everyone looking for him, I want him death or alive by this night” taeyong hangs up the phone.