Just Leave. [HanChul oneshot]
Description
Inspired by the song "Worthless" sung by Siwon.
I've wanted to try writing another fic lately but had nothing specific in mind. So while listening to this song tonight I thought of how he sings it so beautifully, which lead me to looking up the lyrics in English. I thought they could work for a HanChul fic. Honestly when reading fics, I always want a happy ending. I'm always a little disappointed (not in the writing but in the way things turn out) when things end sadly. So, to warn everyone:
This is not a happy story. There is no happy ending.
I've never written anything like this before, so i'd really love to know what you guys think.
Side note: I've only become a SuJu fan after the fact that Hangeng has left. So, in truth I really wasn't 'there' for the entire senario. Forgive me if anything in my fic doesn't make sense or doesn't sound accurate to what really happened. Thank you.
I've seen countless videos while he was with the group, and it really is a terrible loss that he's no longer in the group. Thinking about what i've written plus the reality that he's not a member anymore really does break my own heart. >_< But this is just a fiction! I'm keeping my head up that hopefully some day he will return and SM will stop being jerks to their performers.
Foreword
I don't want to look him in the eyes, but I can feel him staring at me. He's waiting for what I have to say. Studying me; Waiting for any sign of a reaction. He knows me well, which makes this part all the more difficult. Unconsciously I build up walls around myself. The temporary protection that will help me end things. It's not what I want, but it's what I have to do.
Here goes nothing.
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