April 24, 2017
This is for You
Pie,
Earlier today, maybe around 1AM, you asked me to marry you. Twice. The first time you asked, I immediately said "yes". I didn't hesitate and that scared me. In my head, I was looking for any sign of reluctance, resistance, any urge to say, "no" and I couldn't. I was so sure and I didn't know why I was so sure. But, for that span of maybe around two minutes I was silently going crazy and then, you asked again.
"Will you marry me?"
This time, I said, "Why not?"
I was serious when I said yes and a part of me knows you were serious when you asked but there's a part of me too that just could not fathom how we could be thinking of these things so soon. For the first time in my life, I feel like something's moving too fast. But, I couldn't wish for it to stop.
If you ask me again tomorrow, I know I'd still say yes.
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To be honest, I still haven't completely formed my thoughts about this but asking myself again now, it's still a yes. And, more importantly, through all of this, I love you.
Love,
Kim
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