Chapter 20, p.2
01018888457Bold - Jiyong
Simple - Seungri
Italic - Taeyang
UNDERLINE - TOP
Bold Italic - Daesung
Hyung sorry for not answering
I just couldn't come
I couldn't make it
Forgive me, please?
Hyung?
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Jiyong-hyung, I... I don't know what to say. I have nothing for an excuse. Please, answer
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Just tell me that you hate me, or something, but don't be silent like that last time...
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Hyung, he doesn't answer TT
Oh really?
Really really?
Leave him for today
You think?
Yes
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Seungri?
Yes!
So how was it?
Did you gave it to him?
Seungri, you know what
I'm your brother and I shouldn't say that I understand. Plus, I'm not even Jiyong's friend, but I like him a lot
And you... you're a jerk, bro
What?
Hyung what happened? Did he say something? He didn't want to take a cookie?
He took it, Seungri, but I thought he would cry right at that place
I won't give him anything anymore
But hyung
NO, SEUNGRI!
Do you understand? He didn't smile today! At all! At dances!
Do you want to know more?
I've never told this to you because of your decision to not know anything, but you can't imagine how many times he comes to classes with a flu. With temperature. And he always danced!
He couldn't normally breathe because of mask, but he still taught us and danced
And today he asked Chaerin to change him 10 minutes after beginning of lesson
He couldn't dance! because of you. oh god I hate to speak with common phrases, but it looked like you broke something in him
He sat, looked at us, and even I understood that he didn't want to be there
Seungri I'm speechless
I have nothing to tell you
Hyung, what to do? What to do?
Idk
But listen
Don't put me in this mess before you will be communicating again
And one more
Don't get me wrong but don't write me until everything be ok
Hell, Ri, you did a lot in the past, but I have never been so disappointed in you
Hyung, please...
Deal with it on your own, Seungri
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Guys, can I stay with you today too?
I can't be alone now
Of course hyung
& WE STILL HAVE 2 BOTTLES OF TEQUILA
ILL GO 2 BUY LIME
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Hyung, I hope you're okay
Forgive me
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It's really hard when you're not answering
I'd like to explain everything but I can't because you don't answer...
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To say the truth I don't know what to say
But I feel bad
Really bad
because of what I've done, and because you're silent now
Hyung, forgive me
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Jiyong?
What should I do for you to forgive me?
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Ji-hyung, please, speak to me only once
And I'll leave you for good
One talk
And I'd never write to you again
You don't need to be like that
Hyung? Did you come?
Forgive me, hyung. Please, if you can
Say something, Seungri. Make up some excuse that will me that three hours that I've waited for you worth it. For me to don't feel like a fool
Hyung...
So, you wanted to talk?
I... I was afraid, hyung...
What?
What?
Am I a beast? Or some maniac?
Why be afraid of me?
No, you don't understand
THEN EXPLAIN ME FOR ONCE
You didn't want to meet it - ok, I took it
But then to agree on the meeting, decide on the time and just didn't come. And even worse, you didn't come and didn't answer for three hours!
How did I deserve it?
Haven't I have a right to know something?
, Seungri, do you know how it hurt?
So, tell me, why were you so afraid?
I
I was afraid to ruin everything
To lose everything we had here
Ha!
Seriously?
And look what we have now?
Surprise
Hyung, please...
Don't you like my sarcasm? Hm, sorry, but now I don't have anything more
So, I' m listening, tell me
I... Okay..
Okay
I had more than 1 relationships. And that was the last one, and it was definitely his fault in the break-up
But all before him - it was me who ruin everything, understand?
I dated someone, did something, and everything was like it should be, but then I did some mistake - and the result was a break-up. Next time I analyze my behavior, did everything like it should be again, and then did another mistake. And I lost everything. And my ex's - I hurt them
I didn't what that - but still I hurt them
And I was afraid that when we would meet - I would break that we had between us. This connection between us. I was afraid to hurt you
It sounds funny, you know? Because I was hurt
Oh yes, and you're such a nice guy - decided everything by yourself
Cool
You mean?
Didn't you come because you were afraid to lose what we had? Yes, I understand, you know better who was at fault at your old relations, but people don't break-up if only 1 person isn't right. This is a decision of a couple. But it was only you who decide not to come
But I wanted to make it better...
Seungri, you didn't give ME a chance to see you, to TALK to you, to prove to you that it worth it
You didn't give a chance to US!
What is the point then?
Well, it's cute and I enjoy chatting with you, but if aren't going to ever meet - I'm not sure we should keep it
No, please, Ji-hyung
Don't do this again
What?
Like when you keep being silent so long
Hm, now I was speaking not about some short amount of time, but at all
Try to forgive me, please
Don't be mad, please
Aish, Seungri, you don't understand?
Eh?
I can't be angry at you
Can't be offended
I forgave you that minute when saw your first message
But I do not want to feel pathetic as if you only communicate with me out of pity - I wrote it to you. And what you've done...
Hyung, I... I've told you that it's not true. I wanted to come, really, but I did not have the courage
I'm not like you
I was scared that you would be disappointed in me when you see me
Only if you are ugly 60 years old fat guy with Sado-Maso kinks
YOU SEE!
These your jokes - and I immediately began to doubt myself, and I couldn't come.
I was very bad, ashamed, terrible
And you didn't answer
Of course, I didn't answer. I drank all week in the evenings
Because of grief!
Jiyong, forgive me, I'm begging on my knees
I forgave you, omg! But that doesn't mean I won't remind you about this for 982739287 times!
Just don't do smth like that
Never
Ok?
Just if you don't want to see me - let's end this. If we continue - I will have this hope again, and i won't take second "meeting' like this
I won't do it again
I promise
I want to meet you too, but I still too afraid to spoil something
Give me a bit of time please, some more
Omg, why am i doing this, aishhhh!!!
But no more cookies!
Why?
It would remind me... of our encounter.
I'll do something else)
You don't need to
No, please!
Оk-ok
Think
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Everything is alright again
What?
I and Seungri
WHAT?
KWON JIYONG U COULDNT FORGAVE HIM!
I FORBID U
I & DAE TRIED 2 KEEP U ALIVE ALL WEEK
More like killed with alcohol xD
NOT 4 U 2 FORGAVE HIM LIKE THAT
WHAT?
He exspained me everything
He did not come not because he was a bastard, but because he was worried
Well, he wanted to do better
Are you sure, hyung?
Yes
JI!
Keep calm, I won't be sweet cutie with him anymore
ILL BELIEVE IN THAT
He needs a lesson
YEAP
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And I'm happy =))))
Yes, he did wrong, but you are always smiling when you speak about him))
Dae, it's horror!
What should I do? What if I would never see him?
I have a feeling that you two will definitely meet ))
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zLfCnGVeL4
What's that?
It's instead of cookie!
Like "Good night"
"The sound of silence", thanks. I love it)
=)))
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He's speaking with me again!
Hyung!
He's speaking with me!
He forgave me!
And if you had guts to step out of bushes then, and if you'd go to him, now we could be discussing much more interesting news
>_<
And appreciate that you took it so easily. I'd kill you if I was him!!!
Jiyong is Saint!
Guys, sorry for the problems with posting!
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