Jiyong

I went through another sleepless night, lucky I don't have morning class, I can barely fall asleep after everything that happened to me nor forgetting about it. This is wrong, begging for someone's sake whom is clearly my enemy, and being kind to him. I can't believe I've done this to him, everything in my freaking brain changed ever since that incidence. This is sick!

"Okay this is sick, I know I should be there for your audition but man there is a freaking changes in my schedule I'm sorry", Youngbae groaned.

"What?", I asked. 

"You were mad at me for not being the-"

"No! That is not the problem", I cut his word off.

"Okay then what are you all grumpy about?".

I don't know whether to tell him that I begged and be kind and most part be all excited about that punk kid whom stole my first kiss or not, and to make is worse this will be an embarrassing year of mine if I told him I felt something for that punk kid. SO NO!

"Hey jiyong!", he called my name, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Oh well..", I replied.

"So are you going to tell me or not?".

"I....", I shuttered, trying to pick the right choice of words in the same time keeping my mouth shut from exposing the biggest secret ever!

"I left my chemistry lab inside my chemistry book", I blunted out.

"Huh what?"

Oh crap! This is the dumbest excuse ever made really. Not only I did said it with a high pitch voice which is clearly shows that I'm lying, but also what kind of excuse is that! I know nothing about chemistry. I have no where to escape unless youngbae is a naive kind boy and believe this.

"Something happens between you and seungri, right?", he sighed, probably getting tired of my dumbest excuse.

"What..no", I nervously laugh.

"Yeah whatever keep denying it boy I can tell there is thousand of emotions written on your face when I mention him, so...", he mocked.

Crap! Thousan