The internet a worldwide web where you can meet anyone by coincidence even your soul mate in this case, Namjoon has claimed he's met his soulmate online but has he his friends deny it 'it's not possible' they say but Namjoon begs to differ. Jin and him had been talking for almost a year and he was certain Jin was the one he was planning to meet him or ask him out just so he could have the male to himself,  Jin was a work of art and Namjoon wouldn't hesitate to tell Jin how beautiful he was which always made Jin blush and deny it.

Namjoon: hey, what's up?

Jin: hello, and nothing much just the usual

Namjoon: well Jin we've been talking forever and I was wondering if we could...

Jin: we could?

Namjoon: video call sometime?{he chikened out in asking him}

Jin: awe of course I'd love to!

That was how his confession had gone embarrassing right? He'd chikened out in the middle of hi big moment what kind of idiot was he a big one that is he should have prepared more but he hadn't, yet his conversation with Jin was amazing seeing Jin was great but Jin's voice was like an angels Namjoon almost fell asleep to Jin's beautiful voice. He smiled like an idiot almost the whole time great job Namjoon making yourself look even more stupid then before, he couldn't help it Jin was so perfect and he felt as if he wasn't and par with him and not to mention Jin was older then him.

{Next day}

Namjoon: good morning Jin!

Jin: it's night for me I thought I told you Joonie

Namjoon: oh ya you did sorry for forgetting

Jin: awe it's fine I forget when it's night for you so well sometimes so we are both to blame

Namjoon: Jinnie Hyung your so kind

Jin: did you just come up with that nickname?

Namjoon: ya betcha!

Jin: your to funny lmao

Namjoon: thanks Jinnie but I think I'll let you get some rest goodnight

Namjoon had done well in the conversation but man he really messed up with his good morning now all he had to do was wait until the afternoon or night when Jin would get back, he couldn't help but wait like an anxious puppy would for their owner he waited while watching YouTube, dancing {trying}, and rapping. He wondered if Jin would ever text back and decided to head out before he heard a familiar ding on his phone and pounced on it reading the text and smiling softly.

Jin: I got my rest and I feel ready to go

Namjoon: awesome I'm glad an angel like you got his beauty sleep

Jin: Joonie stop teasing me!

Namjoon: Im serious your perfect Jin

Jin: but Joonie I'm not...

Namjoon: to me you are perfect and much more

Jin: why are you saying this all of a sudden?

Namjoon: oh it wasn't obvious I've fallen for you Jinnie I'm in love but I'm not sure if you'll accept me...

Jin: is that a confession!?

Namjoon: take a wild guess

Jin: sorry I know it is...But I

Namjoon: you?

Jin: I can't accept

Namjoon:...Alright it's fine it's your decision Jinnie

Jin: please understand you'll get it soon enough when I get the strength to tell you...

Namjoon: Jinnie it's fine if your dating someone else there probably ×10 better then me

Jin: Joonie no you've got it wrong

Namjoon: Jinnie this conversation is over

Jin: alright...

Namjoon was heart fallen after that his chest hurt it felt constricted as if he was being crushed and his heart felt like it had shattered into a million pieces but oh he wouldn't stop complimenting Jin even if he was dating someone he still had a small chance, and he was going to take that chance and turn it into an opportunity.

{A few years later}

Namjoon: hey, Jinnie

(Not seen)

Namjoon had waited 4 days and still no reply was the other male alright where was he maybe he'd changed his phone or maybe he'd gotten the wrong number, maybe he was married and wasn't allowed to have a phone which he highly doubted.

{A few weeks later}

Jin: hey, Joonie long-time no see

Namjoon: God you gave me a scare, and angel like you going missing I almost had a heart attack

Jin: stop teasing 

Namjoon: I'm serious I was worried sick...Where were you?

Jin: well I had broken my phone a few weeks back and the time you'd texted was when I sent it to the repair shop so you got me at a bad time

Namjoon: oh makes sense 

Jin: ya, anthing new going on?

Namjoon: nah same old same old my lovely 

Jin: ugh your such an idiot 

Namjoon: I know you don't mean that your just embarrassed my Princess

Jin: Joonie I swear stop it's embarrassing

Namjoon: okay okay but I gotta go so catch ya later Princess

Jin: JOONIE WHAT'D I SAY!?

Namjoon had shut his phone and left it on mute Jin was scary when he got mad but even then Namjoon still loved the male every flaw and every perfection he loved Jin because he was Jin and no one else. He couldn't get over how much he loved him it almost drove him mad, he was like a love sick girl and he ocudknf even explain why he felt that wag about it but he did.

{A few months later}

Namjoon: Jinnie I'm going to come over and see you for once face to face

Jin: really that's great!

Namjoon: I know and hey it's been awhile since you've sent a pic what's up?

Jin: oh nothing I just got a bad haircut

Namjoon: oh...How about we face call I still wanna see

Jin: no not today Joonie maybe another time

Namjoon: alright Jinnie

Jin: I have to go so I'll be on later

Namjoon: alright Jinnie love you

Namjoon had started noticing Jin was sending shorter texts and in those shorter texts he was replying less often and he replied slowly, the one other thing that bothered Namjoon was that Jin hadn't sent any pictures in the last few months it was surprising since Jin was a photogenic person. Namjoon was the least to say worried about Jin his one true love what could be wrong maybe he'd gotten sick or maybe he was tierd of Namjoon which almost broke his heart just to think of.

{2 weeks later}

Namjoon: Jinnie...

Jin: ya?

Namjoon: I love you...You know that right?

Jin: ya I know...

Namjoon: do you love me back?

Jin: Joonie is told you I can't 

Namjoon: and why not?

Jin: ...Okay fine I'll tell you it because I've been in love with you but it's wrong...

Namjoon: how is it wrong I've been in love with you for 2 years and I'll keep on waiting

Jin: Joonie I love you but I don't want you to be in pain...please forget me

Namjoon: Jinnie I will never forget you...Your my one true love

Jin: but i'll hurt you

Namjoon: so...I've been hurt a lot by you yet I'm still here right

Jin: I just need to think about this Joonie...

Namjoon: alright take your time I'll wait... Forever

Namjoon was satisfied for keeping hiself in check he was older then he was before and possibly more mature then before as well which he enjoyed, he kept rereading the texts and looking g around his room it felt hollow. He couldn't help but sigh as he waited for Jin to text back h wouldnt force the other to, he'd wait until he was ready.

{2 weeks later}

Namjoon: I love you Jinnie

Jin: I love you too Joonie

Namjoon: I'm glad I waited and that your in my life now

Jin: I'm also happy but...Joonie I need to tell you something 

Namjoon: what? You can tell me anything 

Jin: I know that's why I'm telling you...I shouldn't hide it anymore but I have stage 2 stomach cancer

Namjoon: since when!?

Jin: last year...

Namjoon: why didn't you tell me!?

Jin: because I didn't want to get you

Namjoon: I understand it's alright sorry for my outburst

Jin: it's fine

{A week later}

Jin: Joonie I have a challenge for you to live without me for one day and I'll love you forever

Namjoon: alright you got a deal

The next day Namjoon didn't text Jin at all and once he had fallen asleep and woke up the next thing he did was text Jin he couldn't hold back his smile he'd done it but it was hard he had to admit.

Namjoon: Jin I did it

Jin: good job but Joonie I was hoping you would wake up now...

Namjoon: thanks and why?

Jin: I'm dying Joonie...I'm scared I don't want to die I wanted to break it years go so you wouldn't get hurt but you'd always change the subject...

Namjoon: no Jinnie I love you...I knew you were trying to break it but I didn't want to accept that I wanted to be happy I was being selfish but I didn't want you to be alone when. The time came...I love you so much so please just this once answer me and say I love you

Jin: Namjoon...This is Jin's mom...He died...A few minutes ago..

Namjoon quickly through his phone down and ordered flight to Cali he would attend Jin's funeral he was already in tears as he packed up quickly and rushed to theplane the next day he wouldn't miss it for the world. He cried on the plane more then he'd ever cried before the tears just kept streaming down his face it was to much for him to take his...One and only love gone just like that...Life as cruel.

Namjoon: I'm coming to the funeral

He didn't get a response but he saw that she'd read it, once the plane landed he'd gotten off and got ready to find his funeral area his mother had sent him the location, and he'd quickly gotten his rental car and drove over to the sight. What he saw made him year up and choke on his words Jin...The last time he'd ever see the males face again, he sighed and stood up trying to stay strong for Jin and himself but once Jin's mother came and handed him the note Namjoon lost it. In Jin's perfect handwriting he'd written 'good job my love...Now please find a way to do that everyday but dont ever forget I still love you.~Jin' Namjoon burst into tears he couldn't​ hold them back any longer for he'd lost the one he'd loved.

{Summer}

Namjoon: it's been a long time but man it's so hot here it's like I'm in an oven and I bet you know how hit an oven is since you love cooking so you can just guess how hot it is here.

{Fall}

He would still text Jin about how he missed him and how everything was even though he knew he'd never get a reply back...From his love he knew it would never happen but he still hoped to see the day when he'd get a text back from Jin.

Namjoon: ah...I know​I'm texting you even thought I know your gone but it's fall now and the leaves are falling it's really beautiful but not as beautiful as you Jin.

{Winter}

Namjoon: it's gotten really cold I almost froze when I walked out of my house it was such a pain to get up this morning I wished I could have slept in and texted you...

{Spring}

Namjoon: the cherry blossoms are blooming I remember they were your favorite but you know your far prettier then anything else in this world you should be the 8 world wonder...

Namjoon: I love you...And I miss you

Jin: I love you too

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Gummy here and I'm so sorry I left it at a cliff hanger don't kill me pleaseeeeeeeee but I hope you enjoyed it and I'm gonna update as soon as I have time but please Commemt your opinions and ideas Gummy out :3