Date posted : 12th Oct 2017

Date written : 25th Sept 2017

Concept/inspirations : The phrase 'lost enough' from lorde's perfect places (not the song itself but when i heard that one soecific phrase I                                                              immediately feel like writing)

 

"I  want all the love I can get, yes.
I want to be showered with all the affection I can receive, yes.
I want to finally belong somewhere, yes. I want to be finally be guided on the right path, yes.
But if this is how you love me, then no.
If you need to hurt me first before you heal, then no.
If you think I want to stay in this place that's full of pain, then no. I've stayed here long enough so no, baby, no.
I am lost, but not lost enough to ignore that you are what I'm running from,
I am lost, but not lost enough to ignore that this kind of love is bad for me. I am lost,
but not lost enough to ignore the reason I am lost in the first place, is because stayed in a place like this for too long before.
So no, baby, I don't know my way around yet,
but I ain't running further into the darkness,
at the first sign of manipulative lights,
not again, baby, yes.
not that kind of love again."