I remember you with my eyes,
I trace* you with my mind,
always I’m with you.

Yeah, at some point we started spending every day
as if were were one instead of two,
we’re best friends, childhood friends,
all the reasons for us to know each other like the back of our own hands.

Scribbles filling the pages of the books you lent me,
a mud stain on the back of the gym clothes you washed yesterday,
a short bob haircut,
a personality like fire with your stubbornness,
but I guess that might be why I liked you more.

Jin and JongDae are walking side by side at the HanGang bridge; They graduated awhile ago, celebrated it together and will promised to conquer the world of Advertising and Media, they dream of become the best advertisers in the future, they both have the skills and they excel in their own ways, The night was perfect, Actually everything is, JongDae who’s been there besides her father, who become her pillars of strength despite of all the hardships she has along the way and being in love with JongDae and being her inspiration is one of the things she wants him to know and tonight she will confess her feelings and somehow she is sure that he feels the same way

“JongDae-Ah!” Jin called as she held his pinky, ring and middle finger with her small fingers wrapped with the the friendship ring that JongDae had gave her years ago

JongDae stoped in his trance and slowly turned around to her giving her his signature kitty smile but a force one

“WAE?” He asked with his unusual sad mood

They had just graduated JongDae must be happy but why is he like this acting like he has the world over his shoulders, besides they had just went out from the bar where they dance together like no one is watching but here is JongDae now making her worried all of a sudden

“Are you alright?” Jin asked as she slowly made her way closing the gap between them

“I have something to say.” JongDae confessed

Jin was ecstatic; Is he now ready to say his feelings for her, if he is, She is too.

“Me too, JongDae-Ah.” Jin shyly said and a bit stuttered

JongDae let out a deep breathe and put his hands over Jin’s shoulder and pulled her a bit closer, too close for Jin’s comfort actually, He was looking at her eyes searching for something that’s not accusing, and Jin feeling JongDae’s hands trembling against her made her feel something will come up unexpectedly torn between a positive or negative one

“Jin.” He started 

And Jin was all ears to him, still looking at his eyes while her left hand reach for him, draw circles to soothe him to go on

“I’m…I’m going to be a father soon.” JongDae spilled his long time secret

Jin felt like her heart stopped, How? How did it happened, He doesn't have a girlfriend, did it happened because of a one night stand? She wants to ask a lot of questions and give justice to her now aching heart but she was tongue-tied when she saw JongDae’s eyes tears with uncertainty and instead of lecturing him, she gave up and just reached her arms around his neck and pulled him in the warmest embrace she could have while his arms wrapped around on her tiny waist, burying and crying all her worries to Jin and like always she was like her safe haven

Wendy is almost due to give birth; The three of them stayed on JongDae’s apartment; JongDae requested to Jin to live with them since He doesn’t want to be awkward with her, Wendy doesn’t want the child in all honesty she suggested to abort the baby but JongDae doesn’t want to and insisted to continue the pregnancy and she can leave the baby with him all alone like nothing happened, They persuaded her but with a condition that they will lend her money to go to another country and live by herself which they all agreed

Jin was busy preparing Wendy’s stuff so when its time for her to give birth everything is ready and somehow  Wendy living with them and She and JongDae having a baby made her extremely jealous but what can she do? Wendy is steps closer to JongDae than her, although they been best friends since forever it is still nothing compare to what  Wendy and his has, they have something that will bind them stronger forever

“I know you don’t like me.” Wendy started a conversation

Jin stopped stacking the things inside the bag and turned around to Wendy who was sitting on her bed resting her back against the headboard 

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