I never thought it'd be THIS hard
Description
Hello everyone *bows*
As you may see I'm a new writer u_u
So far I mostly only wrote poems and short stories, never tried myself on fanfics before .. or more like never tried to write fanfics about band members and such (if then only in my fantasy) :'D
As you can see this story will obviously contain BoysLove, infact it's my favorite genré ^^
It's not M rated yet, but it might be in the future.. I'll see to where my imagination will lead me, ne~? ^-^
This will be a sad story, don't know if it'll be a sad ending yet, but i don't think I could do that after what I've been imagining to put these two through ^^' It will be a story about yeaning, despair, greediness and love in it's purest way i guess :3
hope you'll enjoy it and comments (ofc also criticism! :) ) are really apreaciated ^_^
The first chapters will be a bit "boring" to some, because I'll take my time to let the characters unfold ne~? ^^
Put up with it please, I so hope it will be worth it ! ♥
Please support me from here on *bows*
And at last: Have fun! :) ♥
Foreword
Staying by his side as a friend, I thought that was the only thing I wished for, the only thing I yearned for that was ever possible to become reality. I thought I would be satisfied with just that. But then he met her, didn't he ?
I know that he'd gone through a lot at that time, I mean I was by his side all the time.
And still even though they broke up in the end this uneasiness stayed.
Of course it stayed, it was inevitable, because with no doubt something had changed deep within me. Even though my place beside him stayed, another place beside him was freed.
A place not for me to hold it seemed. I wasn't able to.
I always knew it would be hard.
But I never knew that it would be this hard.
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