In Jo Twins residence - Kwangmin's room

Kwangmin POV

I was finally home, so upset with what I did just now

If I knew it'd turn out this way, I'd better ask for hyung's advice before confessing. But what else can I do ?

I'd done such reckless thing which couldn't be undone. So yeah, face the fact, Jo Kwangmin. She didn't seem to have any feeling for you so you'd better stop hoping that she might fall for you someday

I was going to take a bath when hyung suddenly barged into my room

"Yaaa Jo Kwangmin, what's wrong with you ? I've called for you several times for dinner but you don't answer so don't blame me for barging in" he yelled at me

"Nothing, I'm fine hyung. I'll be going downstairs for dinner quite soon. Just give me 15 mins to clean myself up" I told him, trying to explain without looking at his face

"Don't lie to me Jo Kwangmin. I know you're not. I can tell that you're hiding something from me. I know you best since you're my twins. Tell me what happen" he said, curious

Then I told him everything, starting from when I picked Cho Hee up in her apartment til the reckless thing I did, yeah the confession on the ferris wheel

"How can you Jo Kwangmin - aish - how can you not discuss this kinda important matter to me ?" he said while ruffling his hair

"Mianhae hyung, I think I can figure things out on my own but I'm wrong" I finally admit

"Listen to me Jo Kwangmin since I'm not going to tell this twice - love is something that happens naturally - you can't control or even compel someone to fall in love with you - but you can help by doing several approaches" he advised me

"And furthermore, you can't just suddenly confess to the one you love - I mean, love takes time so there's no need to rush for it. Do you get what I mean ?"

"Ne, I get it hyung"

"Kwangmin ah, I know your heart must have hurt so much but you have to know that I'm always here for you - hyung's always here for you, arasso ?"

"Ne, and hyung I need to take my bath now so we'll continue the talk later"

"Arasso, yaaa don't forget your dinner" he said before leaving my room

Youngmin POV

Something is wrong with Kwangmin today, he doesn't answer me when I call him for dinner. So I decide to barge into his room, trying to figure out his problem

When I opened the door, I saw him sitting there on his bed. He looked upset and his face seemed frustrated. For a glance, he didn't look like the usual Kwangmin, not the brother that I knew

Just when he's about to the bathroom, I called him

At first, he didn't dare to look at me when we talked, that's when I asked him what's wrong. But finally he spilled everything out, his problems - his feelings to me

I eventually figured out that the problem was this dongsaeng of mine had confessed to the girl he loved but her response was beyond his expectation so that's why he looked very upset today TT____TT

I ended up trying to cheer him up and giving him some advices so that he wouldn't make the same mistake twice XD

Poor Kwangminnie, his first love story was an unrequited one

Kwangmin POV

I promised hyung to continue the talk so I went to his room as soon as I finished up my dinner

"Hyung"

"Kwangmin ah, have you had your dinner >:O ?"

"Ne, I've just had it. So should we continue the talk ?"

"Alright, let's go on. Besides, I've just done with my homework so I'm free now :3 "

"Hyung"

"Ne"

"I think I need you to ask for my permission leave"

"Waeyo ? Are you going to quit school ?"

"Yaaa, not that serious hyung. I'll be back after a week off. So are you going to ask for my permission leave or not ?"

"Ara ara, I'm going to tell the teacher tomorrow"

"Gomawo hyung"

Youngmin POV

I have no idea of what Kwangmin is up to by asking me to ask for his permission leave but I bet he did that to clear up his mind. Besides, he did say that he'll quit school for just a week, right ? So there's not much I need to worry about

Kwangmin POV

I asked Youngmin hyung to ask for my permission leave

I used to love school but now I don't think so. I even plan to quit school ... for a week ... or maybe it could take longer

Even I, myself can't make sure how long I'll be leaving in order to fix this broken heart of mine

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it's finally chapter 11 \(^o^)/

a sad chapter by the way :(

how long do you think Kwangmin will leave for school ?

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