My sister, I don’t want to hurt her. She’s one of the closest people to me that I’ve got, I can’t betray her. She was trying to get over the incident that had just happened three years ago. She’s trying to get over him, another reason why I wasn’t allowed to like him. If I did then I would just get in her way. I can’t betray her. Family before yourself right?

Why does it have to be him, the one that betrayed my sister? Of all the people in the world, I fall in love with him. What did I ever do to be punished like this? If only my sister didn’t like him. If only she didn’t go out with him. If only she didn’t fall in love with him afterwards. If only he didn't break her heart. If only it wasn’t him I fell in love with.

It breaks my heart, every single time I see him walk by me. I try not to smile, I try to not look a him, I try to get him out of my head, but I can’t. I guess this is what people mean by love is pain.

These are my true feelings, except… They’re forbidden. Right? Isn't it a sin for siblings to fall in love with the same person? It's a sin because that love makes you betray the person who shares the same blood as you, it makes you betray who you once were. It makes you become a monster.