We keep behind closed doors every time I see you I die a little more stolen moment that we steal as the curtain fall it would never be enough

Every artist that was present during the show gathered for the closing ceremony. There he is, smiling brightly. He’s wearing the smile that could light up the whole stadium. Again, we are so close yet so far from each other.

It's obvious you're meant for me every piece of you, it just fits perfectly every second, every thought, I'm in so deep but I'll never show it on my face

I wanted to scream out loud. Pour all the feelings bolted inside me. No. I wanted to say that it’s not okay because this isn’t how I deserve to be treated, but I’ll just whisper, “I love you too”

But we know this. We got a love that is homeless.

“So Jungkook since you’re not the young man of bangtan that we all used to know you’ve grown very well so do you have someone in mind that could fit as your ideal type? “  The host said making the audience go wild. Shaking his head with a soft smile plastered on his face our eyes met when he said, “There is no one. I would like to focus on bangtan at the moment. BTS is important than anything else for me” Then it hit me. He doesn’t mean that right?

Why can't you hold me in the street? Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor? I wish that it could be like that why can't we be like that? cause I'm yours

Looking up I tried to stop the tears from streaming down my face. “As much as I want it to be over, I’m terrified.” Shaking my head slowly as my voice cracked. “I want to focus on myself I don’t want to depend my happiness to any person anymore but I really don’t want to lose him”