A friendly introduction by author-nim :

 

"Heyya, I'm Maria but just call me, Mary instead. This is my first BTS fanfic that I've been wrote a few fanfics a long time ago but it's Luhan's yea Imma Luhanstan even till rn. I'm an army and probably Taehyungstan. I love all 7bangtans and the other members were my biases wrecker since I can't choose cause I love all. All of them are the reason they made the flaws of their group and I appreciate all of them complete each other. I love their friendship tbh ❤ Okay about this fanfic, I've dreamed about it until I was decided to write it and want to share some thoughts to you all. I wish you'll enjoy it and please don't expect to much. I'm sorry lol cause this wouldn't content so don't worry. Just ignore my grammar mistakes since I'm human too cause everyone makes mistake *wink* hahaha. Anyway I'm not sure I'll update how many chapters but I'll try to make it until 10 chapters. Please do a lot support to me :) thank you."

 

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Chloe Lee Eun Joo POV

 

" 내 피 땀 눈물 내 마지막 춤을

다 가져가 가

My blood sweat tears My last dance too

Just take 'em take 'em

 

내 피 땀 눈물 내 차가운 숨을

다 가져가 가 

My blood sweat tears My cold breath too

Just take 'em take 'em ~ "

 

The noise of my alarm makes me groans. I swipe my alarm to turn off the screen and bury my face on my pillow. My head is dizzy af since I was drunk yesterday at my classmate, Jessie's birthday party. Then I passed out onto my bed without take a shower last night. "Ouch." I hold my head. "Damn regret drank too much." I mumble to myself. 

 

I swipe my phone to look the time, it's 9 o'clock, still early. There's no any message. Well, I didn't expect any of it anyway because I don't have a boyfriend why would I right? Even I myself are not sure why I'm still single even though I'm already a college student. I don't have a special guy in my life. Yet maybe for the real reason, I don't have any special ideal type to attract the guy. Nah, I don't care. I've husband, scandal and boyfriend in my dream land. Wow, it's wonderful life since I become a kfan ( kpop fan ). I'm an Army and multifandom of course. 

 

BTS is the one of the most group I fond so much. Each of them have a unique personality as they just be who they're without need to be a fake person. They show their dorks with fans and not to worry about their images. That's why I love them so much. Well, my ultimate bias is Kim Taehyung, V of course. He has such a beautiful personality in himself. He's quite a strong person that he hides his sadness with a smile even though it's fake yet never one know it than BTS themselves. But lately, I was worried about V since he rarely update anything on Twitter, sns and so on. I tried to find any new photo of him with the other members of BTS but as expected, it's failed. There's none single picture of him. It's weird tho because they always took pictures together. There was some bad rumours spreading and one of it was he quit the group or ran away from the agency but there's also the good one, some says he went on a vacation somewhere. I've a deep thought where's he gonna be? 

 

"Chloe, quick wakeup!!!" I astound by a scream from outside my room. Well, it's mom. Ohh mom, always ruins my daydream. "Yesss mom! I'll take my shower noww! " I scream back as I get off from my comfortable bed and pull out my towel then step toward to my bathe.

 

I step to my dresser as I done my shower. I choose a pink T-shirt and a short blue jeans that fit enough this simple day then I make a bun for my hair. It's simple enough when I look myself in the mirror and I smile "Simple but pretty." Well, it's just the way for me to make my day to be honest. You should go and love yourself ~ by Justin Bieber. 

 

I go to the downstairs as mom already prepared a breakfast for us. "Come here dear." Mom pulls out my hand as she brings me to sit infront the dining table. "Wow it looks yummy." I gulp. "Here, it's your soup. It'll recover your sober." I just nod as mom put a bowl of spicy soup infront me. There are many kind of foods and desserts. "Mom, it's just a breakfast. Why there are so many foods here? And you don't make the desserts in the morning usually?" I'm wondering if there'll be someone coming here? 

 

"Ohh, I just prepared some lunch for you too. Did you forget already? We'll left after this for the outstation. Dad and I already packed our stuff into the car. We just want to company you for awhile and wait for your guardian." Mom says as she sits next to me. "Well, I hope you'll behave with your guardian, dear Eun Joo. I don't want to receive any complain later. Make sure you aren't drink while we're not here." Dad babbles as he just comes down from upstairs and walks toward us. 

 

"Both of you never stop treating me like a kid." I mumble. "Because you're the only daughter which is too precious for us." Mom says. I could say that they really love me as much as I love them but sometimes their actions makes me feel sick. Too much conquer. I sigh.

 

"Hello ~" there's someone knocking the door. "Ohh he's coming." Mom says. She gets off the chair beside me and goes to open the door as dad follows her. Ohh wait. He? Did mom said "he"? I mean do he's maybe an old man or uncle? Well, I thought my guardian would be a scary old witch woman that'll conquer my entire days. I come back to reality since I hear some sounds of laughter at the front there. 

 

So I decide to figure out who's he. I pop out a little bit of my head behind the wall as I hope mom or dad wouldn't notice me. I just want to look out my "guardian". I only can see his smile through the side door. It's kinda strange to admit even it's just a smile. Yet that smile is beautiful. Well, I can't deny it. Then I pop out all my head to find out how was his look. 

 

Before I can scan his look, my mom calls me. OMG DAMN I smile sheepishly as I come out from that place since I was acted like a stalker just now. Act normal, Chloe. Act normal. I remind myself try not to be too obvious.

 

As I go forward to the door, I see a guy

.. Waitt... He... Looks like ohh no am I dreaming??? Uhmm... I slightly slap my cheek. Ouch. It's hurt but I hold it as I look again the guy who's infront me. "Helloo Chloe???" Mom shakes my shoulder. "Are you okay?" Mom asks me. "Ohh yes I'm okay." I nod to assure her.

 

Well, what makes me damn startled and gasped because the guy who's infront me looks alike KIM TAE HYUNG. I MEAN V. MY ULTIMATE BIAS. MY BAE. UHM HUSBAND IN MY DREAM? ASDFGHJKLZXCVNMM. IS IT JUST A DREAM? OH NO, I HOPE SO NO. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE UNTIL... 

 

"Oh hey, Chloe right? Well, I'm Yeol. Kim Yeol." He introduces himself and pulls out his hand for a shake. I'm a silly. Oh he's korean? Maybe same as mine, half korean-swedish? Yea, he couldn't be V. He's idol. Why he needs to waste his time by coming here? Besides, V never knows who am I and his name is Kim Yeol, not Kim Taehyung. Luckily, I didn't say anything as I about to call him V. "Yes, as you said." I smile and shake his hand yet I still can't deny it. He really looks like V. Maybe he did a plastic surgery? Who knows, right? lol. Or maybe V's long lost twin? 

 

Dad makes a cough sound as I quickly pull away my hand. Well, I feel some heat on my face. Whyyyy Chloe you didn't pull away your hand just now. I bite my bottom lips for the embarrassing moment. "Anyway, mom and I need to go right now. We've to rush for the flight check-in. Gonna miss you, dear. If you have some problems, please do call us alright? Or you can ask for Yeol's help. Yeol will be take care of you for this a month. Take care, sweetie." as mom and dad give me some hugs and it makes me sobbing. "Don't cry." Mom pats my back. 

 

Mom and dad have never been leave me alone before even they've to ask permission from my school teacher for allow me to take a long break to follow my parents. But not for today, they go without me. It's because I've my final semester's examination that start by next week. Well, if I don't do really well for it, I'll miss my chance to go the university that I dream on next year and I probably need to wait another a year then repeat it again. Oh no it's such a waste time and I don't want to waste it. 

 

I stand beside Yeol and wave my hand to my parents as they slowly go away from my sight. Sigh. I miss them already. I wipe my dry tears as I go to dining room again to continue my breakfast that haven't finished yet. "Wow, a lots of foods huh?" Yeol frowns at me as he follows me. "Yea, mom prepared the breakfast and lunch too, so you don't need to cook for lunch. Yet do need to cook for the dinner." I say and look at him. I still can't move on with him. Who's he? Well, mom and dad couldn't trust people easily beside he's. I mean he's a guy. They don't worry about me with him? Just both of us in the house? I'm curious with him. 

 

"Uhmm I already eaten before I come here. So, you can eat alone for awhile right? Well, I know you're not a kid anymore. I want to take a look in the house so I can decide what I can do here later." His voice drives me crazy. I mean his voice was deepp like when V speaks English to you. It reminds me V has been sang a English song that's Adele - someone like you. I nod as I watch Yeol goes away from dining room...

 

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"Joo-nie, promise me you'll always remember me. I will gonna find you one day. This is my promise."

 

I look at a little boy as he's coming near to me but I couldn't see his face clearly and his voice was so familiar. I could only look at his smile as I say :

 

"I promise." 

 

I surprised myself when we're actually talking in korean language. Why should I promise him? Who's he? I stare at him that as he's going to hug my tiny body. I mean when I'm a kid? Suddenly my blurred vision turned into darkness. Darkness where I left alone. I'm there alone in the empty place without anyone or anything to accompany me.

 

To be continue...