For the first time in my entire writing history I decided to break my rule of not writing angst, but I needed a way to relieve whatever I have been feeling in the past couple of days, riled up and angsty. The constant wondering and pondering about how life is meaningless for me right now… It’s been a long time since I wrote, I don’t think I could have done any much better. I don’t even know if this makes sense. But just to mention that in this story, in no way whatever Dongwan is feeling is healthy. Its an unhealthy relationship, and I am not trying to say its good to find someone to survive on completely. Find your worth, and I guess at the end of the day, life is still worth living. 

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