Jungkook lay on his bed,staring at the ceiling.Is jimin J?or is jin J?he dont even know anymore,confused is what jungkook feel right now.But he aint gonna deny it,he feel happy to finally meet ..J,even though he is not sure which one is-

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Jimin:ey,how does it goes with jin hyungie?Does he harm you??

Jungkook:WoW,the trust you have for him is so-....little.

Jimin:I cant trust him if he keep glaring at you like that!!!!seriously,jungkook,does it goes fine?I will feel bad if he harm you,since this is my idea and i barely know you.

Jungkook:Nah,he-i mean,we are fine.He is really kind,no harm done,so dw.

Jimin: :( you really okay with this stupid idea of mine?im scared if you feel uncomfortable with acting as my 'boyfriend'.

Jungkook:im okay.totally.I will help you,and to tell the truth,i want to discover something so..yeah,helping you will help me discover that too.

Jimin:what are you trying to discover?

Jungkook:Naw,you dont need to know,it's embarassing

Jimin:....well,ok then.You came here for vacation,right?

Jungkook:um,yup.Wby?do you live here?i never ask,lol

Jimin:nah,me,chanyeol and jin hyungie came is on a vacation too :) !!where do you live,if you are ok w/ telling me the place :)

Jungkook:uh-seoul?

Jimin:OhMy,what a coincidence.but well,seoul is not small,is it?tell me the detail,i just want to know if my place is close w/ yours

Jungkook:well,gangnam.

Jimin:OHMYGOSH,yup,we are close.

Jungkook:well,i guess we can still meet even after this vacation.

Jimin: yea :3 this is great,isnt it?

Jungkook:yup,does chanyeol-ssi live w/ you two?

Jimin:oh,no,he doesnt.he is my neighbour though.And mind you,we still live with our family.

Jungkook:really?oh,that's great.i live with my family too but with my step-mother and step brother,plus my father,ofc.

Jimin: OH,are they great?

Jungkook: 'great'?hahah,never.well,my step-brother has changed...but yea,my step-mother hate me,(it's not like i like her or anything so its fair)

Jimin: :( im sorry for asking

Jungkook: nah,im fine.well,i better get going :)

Jungkook shut his phone off and smile to himself,he never thought he would ever be happy living at gangnam but surprise surprise,he is happy that he live at gangnam.

"jungkook-ah?let's have dinner!!" namjoon said cheerfully "and oh,pack your things tonight,our flight tomorrow is during the day.early in the day,like 7 am or something.come on"

Jungkook smile and follow namjoon out

"sure.where should we eat?" jungkook ask once they are downstairs

"uh...in the house?let's just eat cup noodle,im too tired to go out" namjoon said,grinning and shoving a cup noodle into jungkook's hand which make jungkook sigh heavily "you lazy "

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"jungkook?i really want to ask something..can i?" namjoon ask,looking away from his cup noodle to jungkook

"hum?sure" jungkook said,

"are you going to marry taehyung?" namjoon ask carefully,trying not to sound offensive since he have heard jungkook cry about the issue before

"..... that reminds me that i have a husband-in-future..." jungkook mumble,looking down at his cup noodle "yeah,i will"

"..do you really like that kid?he is fine,but i thought you will choose your own partner." namjoon said,eating his noodle

"....i...has a crush for him once,and he is...really kind but i guess i got over him and stuffs because i met someone el- no,no-no one else,just-i just got over him like that" jungkook said,almost letting the truth about J slip.

"really?well,i dont know if that's a good thing now.." namjoon said,pushing his cup noodle away,wanting to discuss more seriously

"even an idiot know it's not" jungkook mumble slowly so that namjoon wont hear him

"what?" namjoon ask,raising an eyebrow

"nothing"

"does...yoongi,you know...know about this?" namjoon ask,looking at jungkook

"yoongi?of course he know,he is okay with it.He said he tried to stop them from planning but too late,everything is planned secretly.I cant do anything,he cant do anything,taehyu-" jungkook doesnt even manage to continue his words when namjoon suddenly said "well?that taehyung guy?what does he say about this?"

"taehyung...well,he said he tried to stop them too but yeah,who are we to stop our parents -even though it's our future- , right?and he said,as it's a horrible news for me,it's for him too" jungkook said and continue when namjoon give him a 'im-going-to-kill-that-guy' face  "but he didnt say that because he dislike me,it's because it's so sudden,and it's our future.so yeah,"

"But still,do you like him?i mean,are you okay with him?that's what important anyway,right?dont yoongi care about your -and taehyung's,of course- future even a bit?even i feel like helping you guys..is he that mean?" namjoon said,huffing loudly

"he said he tried to stop them" jungkook said,shrugging

"yeah,right.of course he tried,alright" namjoon said sarcastically,frowning

"well,i- i mean,taehyung is okay." jungkook said half heartedly

"if you say so.i thought you would protest even more than this.Because you know,you kinda have those aura....what does that called?rebel..kids." namjoon said,snickering

"excuse me?im not a kid andsecond,i dont have those aura,it's probably because i always looks moody," jungkook said,pouting

"alright,alright,i know you are not a kid anymore.gguk is an adult now,isnt he?isnt gguk an adult now?he sure is~~~" namjoon coos,laughing at jungkook's expression

"shutup,dont baby talk with me." jungkook said,pushing namjoon's face -which is quite close with his- away.He got up and throw the empty cup away.

"sigh,i remember when we first met and you are all shy and quiet.Even when i ask questions,you will just nod or shake your head or -this rarely happen- give a short reply.And now,look at yo-" namjoon's word was cut off by jungkook who is humming a song,totally ignoring namjoon.

"yah,why are you so rude?" namjoon ask,throwing his empty cup noodle too,sitting next to jungkook -who is sitting on the couch-

"why do you talk so much?" jungkook ask back without looking at namjoon

"why cant you answer me or listen to me?ha?" namjoon said,pushing jungkook's shoulder playfully

"because,i dont care.whats in the past stay in the past~" jungkook sing-song,finally looking at namjoon while grinning and snickering

"i just wanna feel nostalgic" namjoon mumble slowly,but still,jungkook can hear him

"ah,come on,let's sleep.We need to get up early tomorrow,right?get up,get up.Im gonna sleep,night,namjoonie~ hyung~" jungkook said,grin and the skip to his room upstairs

"he is still a baby." namjoon said to himself,laughing quietly at jungkook's  behaviour

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"everything packed?" namjoon ask,looking at jungkook

"yes"

"all your clothes in the bag?" 

"yes"

"toothbrush?"

"here"

"all set?"

"yes" jungkook said,rolling his eyes annoyingly at namjoon's behaviour

"are we early?" namjoon ask,picking his bag up and walking to the door

"Well,ye- No." jungkook said,looking at his watch as he say so

"what" namjoon said loudly,looking back at jungkook with wide eyes

"we have some minutes but yea,we are not early and mind you,we wont be late if we hurry up,now" jungkook said,pushing namjoon out and lock door

"we better hurry up!!!!ugh,why are we so late?!!!" namjoon said,getting into the car once all the bag is in the boot

"perhaps because someone keep asking me stupid questions as if he is a mother or something" jungkook mumble to himself once he is in the car,glaring at namjoon as he says so but namjoon dont even hear him,he have start driving.

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"oh my god,we are finally home,after a long-tiring-flight!" jungkook yelled,getting in the dorm that he share with namjoon and yoongi -and J,once upon a time,not anymore,ofcourse-.

"im-so-hella-tired!where's yoongi?" namjoon said,laying on the couch

"i dunno,in his room,maybe" jungkook said,sighing tiredly

"oh,okay.im gonna rest,dont disturb!" namjoon said loudly,slamming his door shut

Jungkook sigh yet again and get in his room to,shutting the door quietly

Jungkook:jimin?

Jimin:yes?

Jungkook:when will you go back to gangnam?

Jimin:uh....jin hyungie said we will go home tomorrow,are you home rn?

Jungkook:yes,iam

Jimin:oh,that's good!!!imglad you are safely home

Jungkook:thank you,im glad,too

Jimin: xD hahah,great!!!aw shet jin hyungie keeps nagging me about using phone too oftenly,well,guess i cant do anything but shut the phone off

Jungkook:that ,well,have a safe flight tomorrow,jimin hyung,

Jimin:WoW you actually called me hyung!!!!i thought you've forgot that im much older than u

Jungkook: one year is not that much,mkay

Jimin:but still,i born first,so yeah,am much older.Bye!!!

Jungkook shut his phone off and sigh,what should he do..oh,yeah.taehyung.

jungkook take his phone and dial taehyung's number

"hello?jungkookie?" taehyung's voice rang from the other line

"Uhh,hi.are you busy right now,taehyung??" Jungkook ask

"Umm -hem- no,im not!We can talk for awhile,cant we?" Taehyung's voice sounds a little excited and it makes jungkook chuckle

"Yes,that's why i call you,to-well to- to talk to you about our...well- uh- that thing- you know- wedding." Jungkook cant help not to stutter because its hella embarassing to talk about this

Taehyung laugh quietly and said "Yes,Yes,why else would you call me if it's not because of our- wedding"

"Now that im back,we can meet....ahh- tomorrow?" Jungkook suggested

"Sounds okay to me.Meet me tomorrow at 12 in the evening at the uhh- spring cafe" taehyung said happily

"Okay.By the way,whats our theme?" Jungkook ask

"Um,its not me who choose,okay?but i think....black or blue?i dont know,not sure" 

Jungkook then remember that all the wedding plan is already well planned by their parents "it not to get to choose what theme OUR wedding will be,right?"

"Right,not like we can argue anyway." taehyung said,sighing."Oh!jungkook,about our rings..."

"....what about it?" jungkook ask even though he actually understand that they need to buy wedding rings,well,jungkook dont want to.What if jimin or jin saw the ring and find out that jungkook is married?what if he still have a feeling for- nonsense.he is with taehyung now,J is not here anymore,he should stop hoping to see J,he should stop thinking that maybe,J can suddenly come back to him,smiling apologetica-

"Jungkook?do you hear what i said??" taehyung ask,talking more loudly to catch jungkook's attention

"wha- oh- sorry,im thinking about something...that is not important..uh- sorry but what did you say earlier?" jungkook ask politely

"...i said,we need to buy a ring.A wedding ring,you know?" taehyung said,a sound of annoyance in his voice

"Oh,yes,i know we need those.We...should go check it with your mother...i dont want to go with my step-mother" jungkook said,his voice low

"Hum,yeah,that sounds good.I will ask mom to join us tomorrow,how's that?" taehyung ask

"That's just fine.Well,see you tomorrow" jungkook said half-heartedly

"yea!ByeBye!!!i cant wait for tomorrow~!" taehyung said excitedly

"...yeah- me too" jungkook said without even feeling so.He lied.He dont like Taehyung anymore,even if he tried to try and accept him again but no-he cant,not after all those things that happens too them.Jungkook hang up and throw his phone to his side,messing his hair more.

"- i- i really want to meet J again" jungkook mumble to himself before felling asleep,wishing to have dream about J.

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"jungkook?earth to jungkookkkk?" taehyung wave his hand infront of jungkook's face,even though he is back to reality,he still doesnt bother to respond to taehyung,still thinking about J since yesterday.

"jungkook dear?are you okay?" Mrs kim ask as she look at jungkook worriedly "are you tired? -well even though we barely walk yet-"

Jungkook look at mrs kim and give her a fake sweet smile,nodding "Yes,im okay,mother.i just have a thought in my mind,forgive me" 

"dont apologise,my dear" mrs kim said, jungkook's hair lightly before walking to a different place,probably to search for a suitable ring for them.

"he never calls me 'dear'" taehyung said,chuckling

Jungkook raise an eyebrow and said "you WANT to be called 'dear' ?i dont like that nickname,it sounds like im a little sweet small munchkin with strawberry on top.AND,im an adult!"

Taehyung shrug while lauhging lowly and said "well,i dunno,it just makes you sound...you know,special."

Jungkook frown and just shrug,walking away to look at the rings in the shop too

After some minutes,taehyung walk to him and said "jungkook,come here,i saw a beautiful ring that will suit both of us,come!" taehyung said,beaming and pullingjungkook's wrist to where mrs kim is standing,looking at the rings

"ah,jungkook dear,these rings are beautiful,arent they?they would suit both of you so well,im sure of it" mrs kim said sweetly,smiling at jungkook and taehyung.Taehyung smile back genuinely while jungkook just smile fakely at mrs kim,because,to tell the truth,he dont like the rings designs,jungkook likes plain rings,The rings have too many patterns and diamonds,totally not jungkook's taste.

"let's just pay for them,mom" taehyung said,pouting as mrs kim keep examining the rings "jungkook and i are getting bored,right,jungkookie?"

Jungkook look at taehyung and said "...yeah,kinda"

Mrs kim let out a small laugh and said "okay,okay.im going to pay,tae baby,wait here with jungkook".She walk to one of the workers and do whatever she is suppose to do.

Jungkook let out a small sigh and try to avoid looking at taehyung because he know taehyung is staring at him.

"jungkook,are you okay?your smile look a little....i dont want to say that it's fake but it's a little- weak.yeah,that's the word" taehyung said,still staring at jungkook

Jungkook look at taehyung with one of his eyebrow raised.He let out a little weak laugh and said "weak?taehyung,it's not weak,it's fake.Yes,fake."

Taehyung is frowning and there is a pause and after some minutes,he finally spoke "...why...is it fake,though?is it because..the marrying th-"

"Exactly,you're totally right.Because of that." jungkook said,avoiding taehyung's gaze

"...do you hate me?" taehyung ask,his voice sad

Jungkook look at taehyung and shrug,he himself dont know.If it's not because of taehyung,J wouldnt go dissappearing,he shouldnt blame taehyung,yet there is a mixture feelings in him,he feels like telling taehyung that he have no feeling for him,another patt of him feels like yelling at taehyung even though he do no wrong,and somehow he also want to tell taehyung that its okay and that he will learn to love taehyung.He is really confused

Yet,if there is a chance to choose,he would rather marry J rather than taehyung even if J is a ghost he do not care.

He need to find J,he need to find out which one is really J,its either jin or jimin.He cant give up just yet.