Yeah she still in there, she goes again, every morning it's the same, she walk on by my house, i wanna call out her name i want to say her name out loud, i wanna tell her how beautiful she is from where I'm standing but 

who am i to her, I'm just stranger for her, all i  can do is hid in my balcony and admire her beauty 

She got me thinking what we could because, I keep craving, craving, she don't know it but it's true, i can't get my mouth to say the the simple 4 words they wanna say to her but it's hard to say this is typical of love for coward like me

I came to her house ask her to out

"unnie anyeong" she so damn beautiful 
"anyeong cheyoungie"
"unnie I'm going to new cafe want to come" I'm too coward to say this is date and I'm too coward to ask her straight forwardly to go date with me
"of course i will go to my cute dongsaeng" she just think about me as a child, as little sister, as the girl who live next door
"gumawoo"
"should we go now?" i ask
"gajhaa" she said while holding my hand and lead me. Don't she know i wait thousand year for her to hold my hand

I can't wait anymore, I won't wait, I need to tell her how I feel cause i can hold this feeling anymore, i can't just seeing you everyday, i want us together forever

"unnie" "chaeyoungie" we said in the same time
"you first unnie"
"araso, i think i fall for someone" 

guess what? that person never be me

"owhh good for you hope that person love you back cause she so luck have you to fall for her" i said while hid my shaking voice cause i want to cry this is so damn hurt
"how bout you chaeng"
"i... Lo.." *kring* *kring*
"wait a minute chaeng that person call me" 

how can i confess when i see her so happy like that

"what again chaeng?"
"nah nothing unnie, it's better i don't say it and it's not important " 

it's the most important thing in my live unnie, it's the most important and precious thing in my live and it's you

"yaa, you unfair i already told mine you should too*pout*" 

who can handle her pout? Of course that person not me cause i fall head over toe for her

"i love someone" she look happy
"really since when?"
"long time ago, it's love at first sign, funny right"
"yaa it's not funny it's serious, do you confess to her?"
"i want to unnie, but who am i to her, I'm just her cute little dongsaeng and how can i confess to her when she look so happy with other person" i said it honestly

i fight with my self cause i don't want to cry in front of her she really are so damn beautiful, so damn beautiful 

"my poor chaengieme, you must be hurting yourself " she hug me

i smell her strawberry perfume all over her body and room, i wish i could wake up and smell this everday, i hug her back, i hug her tightly cause maybe this would be the last time i could do this, i cried in her shoulder, she just don't know that i cried for her, i really so in love with her

She always come in my dream, in my dreams she with me, we'll be everything I want us to be, and we so fall in love for each other, and from there who knows? Maybe this will be the night that we kiss for the first time

But that just me and my imagination 

We walk, we laugh, we spend our time, walking by the ocean side, our hands are gently intertwined i want to hold those hand forever and this feeling I just can't describe, all this time we spent alone, thinking why we could not belong to each other

I keep craving, craving, she don't know it, but it's true i can't get my mouth to say the words they wanna say to her this is typical of love those simple word i try hard to say to her

But who am i?

her that love me, she only excise in my dream, where we could be together, where i could tell everyone that you're mine and we can share our first kiss or second or third kiss, but that's just my imagination