It's been 3 years since i left you without clear explanation,i tried to build another relationship but i can never do that cause my mind full of you and our memories, you can call me immature cause i can't moving on after a long long time but that ok, as long as you know i still here waiting for you to come back even though i know you will never come back to me cause i know how much you hate me, it's always felt that something unfinished, and it's make some weight in my heart that i can't never erase it, it's all happen cause you never give me a chance to explain everything and make me to force myself to leaving you

*flashback* 

"tzuyu-aaa I'm sorry,it's not like what you think, i can explain it please hear me out" i said while tear falling
"what do you want to explain again huh? Aren't it's crystal clear already? You cheater "
"it's not what you think tzuyu-aa , you got misunderstood " i try to hold her hand
"don't touch me you really disgusting me, you cheater, don't you ever appear in front of me again"
"tzuyu-aaa i really love you, please, it's not what you think, i already tried tzuyu-aa remember that, i already tried, you the one that didn't believe at me and have a doubt on me, i will leave and never appear in front of you again, just remember that i already tried to explain everything"
"whatever you liar" 

she shout at me and without saying goodbye i leave her the one that i love the most, the most precious person for me, the one that i give my heart to, and the one who break it into million pieces 

*flashback end*

Tear still streaming, heart still fell tight, and memory still flash when i though about her, my precious one, it's happen cause that stupid accident 

*flashback*

To night i go clubbing cause I'm really stressed out by tzuyu action, she have been avoiding me for a week and today was our anniversary but she forget about it, my reason to go to clubbing is to drink until i can't remember anything, when i drinking my drink a stranger come to me, her name was sana, she really cute but i will never cheat on tzuyu, i love her too much

Even though I'm can't handle alcohol, i drink much of it because my stubbornness,  that sana girl really are a good person she accompany me and ask me if i want her to take her home and of ccourse my stubbornness eat me up and i didn't want to burden her.

But what can i do after a few minute, i faint in sana arm, luckily i leave my address in my bag and she found it, she take me home, because of alcohol i couldn't think clear and see clear, and i don't want to be alone too cause it feels so lonely. 

I hug sana, and her lips touch my neck causing there a mark of her lipstick in my neck, she try to escape from me but failed so she let me hug her and she fall asleep too by the time.

In the morning i could hear someone screaming
"mina what are you doing?" tzuyu said in angry tone while holding a paper bag and flower, she must be remember our anniversary 
"hmm? What are you talking about?" i didn't realize it until when i want to get up i realize sana was in my right while hugging my arm 
"tzuyu wait, it's not what you think about, she just helping me"
"helping you? Helping you by satisfied you huh? That's kind of help? You have me mina yaa, and now what you say helping when i see some girl hugging you in your bed the place we use to do the same thing and can't you see there's a mark in your neck mina-yaa, i don't need a proof and explanation anymore it's really clear that you cheating"
"tzuyu-aaa I'm sorry,it's not like what you think, i can explain it please hear me out" i said while tear ready to fall
"what do you want to explain again huh? Aren't it's crystal clear already? You cheater "
"it's not what you think tzuyu-aa you misunderstood " i try to hold her hand
"don't touch me you really disgusting me, you cheater, don't you ever appear in front of me again"
"tzuyu-aaa i really love you, please, it's not what you think, i already tried tzuyu-aa remember that, i already tried, you the one that didn't believe at me and have a doubt on me, i will leave and never appear in front of you again, just remember that i already tried to explain everything"
"whatever you liar" 

*flashback end*

And that's how our relationship end, funny right? God really playing with our fate while the timing is but I'm really thanking sana she become my best friend even though we meet in weird way and have a weird tragedy when we barely know each other, she keep supporting me and helping me, even she tried to tell tzuyu the truth too without me knowing but yeah of course tzuyu will reject her or avoid her. 

I hear the rumour from my friend that tzuyu dating several girl after we broke up, *did she really forget alreay? What the meaning of 4 years dating for you tzuyu~aa? I think it's really easy to moving on for you, right tzuyu? While I'm in here still waiting for you to comeback like a fool, cause seriously tzuyu you my first love, I'm really are your fool*

*after several months* 

*Today is our anniversary right tzuyu?* it's feel so sad now I'm the only one who celebrating our 7th anniversary, it's been 3 year tzuyu~aa, I'm diying to meet you, i miss you badly, i don't care if you still hate me but i just want to meet you, you really ruin my life and my mind tzuyu.

I came to the place when we first meeting 10 years ago in kids playing park, i remember how you protect me from these bullies in our school day, i remember how the tall girl with bare shoulder stand up in front of me without fear, you end up being beaten by them but you still smile while helping me to stand up, thats how i fall for you tzuyu

I just sit in the swing when i arrived, it's now 7pm, i can feel the wind blow hiting my face, it's been 2 hour since i sit in here without knowing why i stay in here while doing nothing, just staring in the sky, the sky you always tell me, the sky that full of star, the sky that when you tell me that I'm your only star in your sky, the sky that we share our first kiss.

Now its 10pm, yeah i know it's late but i still sit in this swing alone, watching the traffic that getting quiet and the shine of lamp already complete this dark city, maybe deep inside i waiting for tzuyu to come to here, but heck she will never come

At 12pm i choose to comeback home cause it's really cold, today i spending my day at the work place and that park, when i arrived at my lonely apartment, i see a figure that i miss so much standing in front of my apartment door still the same holding a bouquet of rose while holding a little paper bag, she look thin and lifeless *are you sick? Do you eat well? Do you sleep well? How your day? Do you have a problem?* that's all i want to ask her everyday

She look confused, she to focus on something even she didn't know that I'm only 15 meters away from her, she start putting a letter in the paper bag and hanging it on my door handle and put the rose in the ground and she start turning back and walk away without realize that I'm here

*So she still remember our anniversary* tears fall, cause i really miss her so much, i though that she hate me, that she didn't want to see me, that she didn't care about me and already forget about me but no she didn't 

*I won't let her go this time, after i waiting for 3 ing years i definitely won't let her go*, i running at her direction cause she can hear my stilettos she turning back, her face look pale and thin, she look so sad, i can see she try her best to hold back her tears, when she see me, she ready to runaway

But heck i will never let it happen, i don't care about my 100$ stilettos anymore, i throw it randomly as i running bare foot and back hug her, 
"now i got you tzuyu, now i got my star that have been gone a long time, now she come back, hell yeah i just throw my most expensive and favorite stilettos and running bare foot just to catch you, you have to realize that tzuyu~aa you the most precious one for me tzuyu~aa, i don't care and need anything anymore as long as i have you, I'm complete"
"......"
"tzuyu~aa please answer me"
"........."
"please" i heard a sob
"I'm miss you mina, and same here i don't care about anything anymore, i just need you, sorry for didn't believing you, sana has told everything, mian mina yaa, i feel the same mina i feel the emptiness in my heart complete now and it's you who complete it" she said it while crying
"it's feel like a dream to have you come back to me and thank you tzuyu-aa"
"your welcome migurii and by the way i think you just broke you stilettos" i must throw it to hard
"WHATTTT, NOOO MY FAVORITE ONEEEEE, ANDWEEEEE"
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