Starlight

What If, I Couldn't Stay?
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Love is amazing ah

You are my starlight, shine on my heart
When I’m with you, it feels like I’m dreaming all day
You are my starlight, I get so happy
Your love is like a gift

 

Taeyeon opens her eyes and feels like her head is heavy. She reached out the nightstand and there are painkillers and glass of water which already placed there. Taeyeon is sure that Jessica placed them before going to sleep, but where is the sleppy head? It’s still 7 AM and the brunette isn’t beside her.

She finds Jessica falling asleep on the couch, while on the coffee table her work still there. Guess that she’s asleep when did her works last night. Different with Taeyeon who loves her working room so much, Jessica could do her works wherever she wants, seems like living room is her favorite place after all.

Taeyeon kneeled down beside her face and slowly kiss her forehead, her nose until her lips. The quick pecks actually make Jessica stirring on her sleep. Slowly, she rubs her eyes and find the dorky smile addressed to her

“Taengoo!” Jessica wakes up straightly which make Taeyeon chuckled at her remarks

“Yah, what are you doing?” Taeyeon takes a seat beside her and pulling the younger into her embrace

“I’m shock, hehehe” Jessica giggled when Taeyeon caressing her back softly

“Did I make you uncomfortable last night, up to you sleep here?”

“Ah no no” Jessica pulled herself “Actually I want to stretch my body after work before continue, but ended up fell asleep”

“You must be very tired then” Taeyeon leans closer to flooding Jessica kisses on her face

“Ah~ It’s ticklish!” Jessica frowned but Taeyeon pecks her forehead again

“Good morning, my starlight”

“You know I can choke up if you became sweet in the early morning”

“Oops” Taeyeon giggled before pulled Jessica again into hug “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to drunk last night”

“Said the knocked down one”

Taeyeon laughed before suddenly Jessica pulled herself from the hug, in time with sound of opened door. Taeyeon creased her eyebrows because suddenly Jessica looked uncomfortable, so she turned her body around

“Oh, Tiffany? You drove me last night?” Taeyeon asked while received nodded from the strawberry red head

“Let’s having breakfast” Jessica break the awkward silence between the trio and walking to kitchen, leaving Taeyeon whom her eyes are full of question

                                                                                                                                         

I was used to being alone, my days were gray
But I remember the day you lightly came to me, knocking on my door
You shined on me like a light
Woke me up from darkness
Opened the closed door of my heart

 

The breakfast indeed very awkward because Taeyeon couldn’t find Jessica and Tiffany teased each other like usual. They always bickering every single thing but now, the silence kills her

“Guys…” Taeyeon started the conversation but stopped anyway because Jessica is looking at her with deathly glare

“Thanks for the meal, Jessica, Taeyeon” Tiffany push her empty bowl before standing “I have to go”

“Oh, is it okay to you drive alone? Maybe you can wait for me so we go to SM together” said Taeyeon

“It’s okay, Tae” Tiffany smiled, not like usual but still she smiled

“Drive safely” said Jessica without raising her head

“Yeah. See you soon guys”

 

“Mind to tell me what’s wrong? Did I do something weird last night?” Taeyeon asked after Tiffany left the apartment

“Nothing, Taeng” Jessica shrugged her shoulders

“Then, what’s wrong between you and Tiffany?”

Taeyeon is good observer, she never let something like that slide without she knew

“Sica?”

“Taengoo…” Jessica motioned Taeyeon to follow her into couch, which Taeyeon just obeyed her anyway

Taeyeon took Jessica’s hand when the younger sighed heavily

“What’s wrong between you two?” Taeyeon asked again

“Tiffany just confessed to me… About you” Jessica hung her head down

“Then?”

“I want to ask you, did you even know that she’s having crush to you?”

“Yes, I know” Taeyeon replied sternly while raising Jessica’s face with her index finger

“So you acting like, everything is okay?”

“It’s okay. Because I have you, Jessica”

“It’s not what I mean…”

“I don’t get it, Sica” Taeyeon raised one of her eyebrow in confusion

“I mean she always being on your side while I’m not, then you just acted that everything is okay. She also said that she always knew wherever you go when you lost”

“Sooyeon-ah…”

“Why am I feel like you cheated on me, Taengoo?”

 

Reflected in my eyes is your squinted eyes
You’re smiling behind that awkward face
You’re so lovable, I couldn’t hold back
I discovered you like a miracle, you always make me smile
You are my starlight

 

Taeyeon stared blankly into Jessica’s face, which she find very lovable all the time. The question indeed very hard, because maybe it’s just a trap for her

“I’m not…”

“Then why Tiffany felt like she will maintain her love for you?”

“Jessica, are you jealous?”

“Of course!” Jessica burst on anger which make Taeyeon pulled her for a hug

“I’m sorry” Taeyeon’s soft voice makes Jessica sighed. She couldn’t stand on her mad when Taeyeon becomes all sweet like that

“Tell me what was actually happen between you two…”

“Tiffany once confessed to me, implicitly” Taeyeon caressing Jessica’s hair “On our third years”

It’s mean three years ago, Taeyeon already knew that Tiffany had the feeling to her

“Why you always acting so close to her? You once ignored me on camera, few years ago” Jessica asked again “When both of you drunk, sometimes I caught Tiffany tried to makes a move to you…”

Taeyeon sighed and kissed Jessica hair, which makes Jessica stopped in the middle

“Just say all of them, baby” said Taeyeon “I know you have a lot”

“Taeng… When Tiffany’s scandal aroused at August, where are you?”

“Dorm”

“I heard, Sunny and Hyoyeon was left on one day. What are you doing with Tiffany?”

“Sooyeon-ah, I’m sorry…”

“Taengoo…” Jessica’s voice slowly cracked as she realized that maybe something happened between Tiffany and Taeyeon

“I would tell you everything but please, trust me that I always love you Jessica”

“Yeah…”

“On that day, Tiffany tried to make a move to me. Hug is okay for me, as in we hugged each other a lot. But suddenly she leaned closer and…” Taeyeon sighed in between because Jessica’s body stiffen on her hold “She… she kissed me. On lips”

“You responded to the kiss?”

“Jessica, I…”

“Taengoo, tell me the truth”

“I…”

“Did you just kiss her?”

“Yes…” Taeyeon shuttered, even more Jessica pulled again from the hug to looking at Taeyeon’s eyes

“Was it just a kiss?” Jessica asked again

“She tried to push me into couch and nibbled on my neck, and I… and I…”

“Taengoo…” Jessica closed her eyelids while her lips trembling

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Rpr363
#1
Chapter 8: Thanks for ur story thornim☺️
I will start to read the sequel☺️
kidleader_tae #2
Chapter 1: TaengSic 😍
lalalavieenrose
#3
Chapter 8: Hi, I just finished read this. This story is great, you really put a lot of emotions in there and I teared up a bit at certain parts. Thank you for this story.
kookieshun
#4
I'll read this again =))
Taetae234 #5
Chapter 6: Who doesn't have crush on tae , she is so attractive
Taetae234 #6
Chapter 3: Tae please just stay , sica need you ????
Taetae234 #7
Chapter 2: Cry baby , i can't see tae cry
Taetae234 #8
Chapter 1: I always love taengsic story , please write more taengsic story . I don't like tae character in this story
Sriratnaaa #9
Chapter 1: selalu suka cerita yang jessica nya lemah tersakiti kaya gini hahaha
nice story! please keep writing ^^
classix1804
#10
Chapter 1: Wait why is my user in the comment section?? Well to answer I just started reading and yes Ik already addicted to it! Soo goodd