It’s 11:11
When there’s not much time left to the day
When we used to make wishes and laugh
Everything reminds me of you

“I believe I will be over you” Taeyeon whispered as she holds the doorknob, trying so hard for not turning back

Even she heard clearly Jessica is crying behind her

Even part of her heart saying no

“Taengoo”

Taeyeon holds back her tears and turning around

“Is this hard for accepting whatever I am?” Taeyeon asked

Another cry from Jessica

“Is this hard, for you to not asking everything?”

“That’s hard…” Jessica replied “That was very hard for me, Taengoo”

“Why? After all this time? After all our 6 years?”

“Because…”

“Did you hold them back?” Taeyeon cut it off “Why Jessica? Why?”

“Because I won’t lose you!”

“That was nonsense!” Taeyeon yelled back, at same time she’s feeling guiltier because she never yelled at Jessica before

“You…” Jessica is speechless, instead she’s pointing at Taeyeon

“Jessica I…”

“Go away…”

“Jessica I mean…”

“Go away! You already pack your stuff then just go away from me!”

The wind is as cold as the edge of your heart
When I open the window, you blow in
When this time passes
Will this break up be over?
Will I forget you?

There’s no other places Taeyeon could go in Seoul except her sister’s small apartment. For one year ago, Kim Haeyon became trainee at SM so Taeyeon decided to bought her small apartment near SM Building

But the place just enough for Haeyon living alone, Taeyeon isn’t sure that she will live here for a while

Still thinking deeply, someone honking her car from behind. Taeyeon getting down from the car and greeted by Tiffany

“What are you doing, Tae?” she asked “Did you just fetch Haeyon?”

“Ah, no…”

“Then? Jessie was worried nowadays, Tae. Why don’t you go home?”

“Just…”

“Don’t say you are leaving her now?!” Tiffany wider her eyes because Taeyeon seems agreed with her last statement

“Tae, please… you know Jessica can’t live without you”

“What if she’s kicked me out?” Taeyeon retorted

“Really?”

Taeyeon nodded

“Nonsense, there’s no single reason for Jessica to kicked you out”

“She just did it, Fany”

“No way. I will call her” Tiffany takes her phone but Taeyeon was fast enough to take it

“No”

“What kind of nonsense that you did, Kim Taeyeon!”

“Fany, please. Just leave her alone. Or maybe if you want to console her just go but don’t drag me along with you”

Tiffany sighed before raise her hands in defeat

“Okay, but if suddenly Krystal or Yoona or maybe Tyler searching for you. You have to face them”

“I know” Taeyeon hung her head down “For tonight, let me sleep on your place”

“Hmm. I’ll tell Sunkyu and Hyoyeon first. I’m pretty sure that we still have your room ready”

*********

Taeyeon entered her room. So familiar yet so unfamiliar, she’s already leaving this room to live with Jessica. Sometimes, she’s stopping by when having schedule. When she still on SNSD, when they are still SNSD

SNSD not disbanded, but SM gave them individual since this year. The last time they had together project was when 2015, one year after Jessica’s departure and that’s exactly one year ago

Since that, SNSD members had their own schedule. Taeyeon became main composer, singing teacher and still the best singer for SM. Tiffany and Sunny focusing themselves on Radio activities also scouting new trainee. Hyoyeon and Yuri enjoying their time become dance instructors. Sooyoung and Yoona are focusing on their actress while Seohyun also joining them.

For them, Jessica is still being part of SNSD even now the brunette girl looks like more success than SNSD itself

Back to Taeyeon’s room. Usually, she’s spending her time with coloring book while waiting for Jessica. Or maybe just looking at Jessica’s face while falling asleep at their dorm

“Tae” Tiffany startled her

“Oh, I’m sorry”

“Have you eaten? Sunny brought us dinner”

“Not yet”

“Let’s having dinner”

Everything finds its place and leaves
You took all of me and left
But like the two hands of the clock in my heart
I keep lingering in the same place

Their simple dinner actually feels awkward for Taeyeon. Just because there’s no Jessica or Taeyeon felt guilty because left Jessica then facing their members for now.

“No need to feel awkward, Taeyeon” said Sunny “Tiffany told me”

“I’m sorry” that’s all Taeyeon could say for now

“Let’s see tomorrow”

“Okay”

But they don’t need to wait for tomorrow, because somebody already barged in

“Tell me what the hell are you doing, Kim Taeyeon?!”

That was Yuri, she’s once had a long crush with Jessica but she knows that Jessica never be hers.

“Yul, calm down” Tiffany pulled out the tan girl before maybe she’s throwing a fist to their leader

“How did you know?” Taeyeon asked

“I met hurry Krystal at the lobby of SM and she told me that you were leaving Jessica!”

“That’s not your business, Yul!” Taeyeon yelled before running into her room, locking herself and leaving the rest

“If there’s something bad happened to Jessica, I’ll make sure I will kill you Taeyeon!”

Na na na na na na na
na na na na na na oh
Na na na na na na na na
I believe I will be over you

Three weeks later

Maybe Taeyeon and Jessica are the most stubborn couple in this world. After the incident, they never talked each other. Even when Taeyeon saw Krystal at the SM, she’s avoiding the younger Jung

Jessica too, w